Because I don’t appreciate Dallas fabricating evidence and leaving shit out and changing stories to make me look bad.
Dallas decided to attack me randomly earlier today because I made a new roblox chat on discord and he wasn’t invited because obviously we don’t like each other. Because of this, he decided to bring up and attack my relationship with his ex, Caleb, whom I have been friends with way prior. Dallas thinks that I went out of my way to hit up Caleb after they had broken up because Dallas and I were arguing over stupid shit which isn’t the case at all BUT ANYWAYS I want to focus more on the narrative that Dallas is trying to paint in his blog.
Dallas told me before anybody else about this hookup that he went on, and he told me it was 100% consensual. He told me he agreed to meet up and blow this random old dude in a mall bathroom stall. Dallas told me that AFTER they were done, he decided that he didn’t like it and then started saying that it made it rape. That’s not how that works. Now Dallas is switching up his story saying that he “said no in the middle of it” which is completely different from what he had told me prior. I agree that you can take back consent at any time before or during the encounter, just not after which is exactly what Dallas told me he did.
Dallas is known to fabricate evidence and make up stories which is why it’s surprising that people STILL are taking what he says seriously without trying to hear other sides of things. His blog is FILLED with lies, the full screenshots aren’t there, and he’s blatantly trying to make me out to be a villain JUST because I’m close with his ex-boyfriend.
I’m completely disgusted that Dallas has now gone out of his way several times now to try to paint me out to be someone I’m not on the blogs page.
But if y’all want to believe his lies then go for it, I really don’t give a fuck. I know the truth, he knows the truth, my friends know the truth, and the 50-60 people in the group chat that he pulled those screenshots from know the truth as to what actually went down. If you want to see the full screenshots of the argument then you can hmu but frankly I’m done feeling the need to defend myself when I’m just defending myself against lies online.
And to many more who have been so kind and supportive and helpful these past few months ❤️ I definitely forgot to tag some of you, yell at me for it but you know if ily MERRY XMAS🎄
Like I’ve been suicidal for a few months now but I have seriously been considering these past few days, things just are super hard for me right now whether it’s personal drama within my family, being laid off of my job because of covid, the holidays, my interactions with people on this site, being told I’m ugly and fat and dramatic and attention seeking and horrible names, bad breakups, losing friends, it’s just like everything that could be going wrong is doing just that. It’s like no matter what positives people say you should look at, I don’t have any of those.
Like a few months ago, I started to get into a lot of fights with people on here and there was so much miscommunication and I felt like people weren’t really hearing my side of things, and I was painted out to be dramatic and a troll and attention seeking, so what I did was I left, I left every group chat I was in, I started dating again, I was spending more time in my own life and left all of the negativity in this site because I thought that’s what people wanted was for me to just go away. So I did that, and I was so happy, I was in a better place mentally, but then my family started to cave in when my sister was sexually harassed by my cousin and it divided my family from everyone else in my family because nobody believed my sister, and then my mom developed depression for the first time in her life, got on antidepressants, and threatened to kill herself several times. My brother’s autism is just getting worse and worse by the day, nothing I’m my life is going alright right now so I came back to this site to try and distract myself from all of the negativity in my life. I have always been very self-conscious about my body and my appearance, and I’ve been open about my history of anorexia, and I’m ashamed to say it but I yet again have been starving myself, and trying to build up my self-consciousness by trying to convince myself that I’m skinny and that I’m cute, and once I do that, then people start calling me egotistical and conceited, so then I was like okay then let me just tell everyone how much I hate myself, but then it goes right back to people calling me attention seeking and dramatic, like I don’t know what to say or do that won’t be wrong in everyone’s eyes. I try being nice and just start making blogs that are more positive and then they’re just ignored and negged and I’m like??? I made a blog about me leaving my abusive ex-boyfriend and it was rage negged down to be a top blog and I was like??? Do people want me to be in pain and to be upset? I left all of my group chats and while I did try to reach out to the friends I thought I made, I was constantly either ignored or constantly the only person to reach out, and when I made it publicly aware on things like Snapchat or whatever that I was feeling really sad, all of them ignored me and I felt really alone. Like I just feel like either nobody cares about me, and those who do just dislike me.
When I came back and was more active these past two weeks, I’ve been called things like fat, ugly, a rat, a whore, a slut, attention seeking, and dramatic when I’ve done nothing?? Like several people, some of those even being my old friends have called my ugly, attention seeking, and dramatic. I’ve been called a slut and a whore and desperate because I’ve gone out with several guys and slept with several guys and I just can’t do this anymore, like I can’t escape from my real life onto here anymore which is why I joined this site to begin with, I have no place to vent and talk to anybody for help, and I can’t keep suppressing these feelings anymore, I’m so tired and I’m so overwhelmed and I feel misunderstood and abandoned. Since last night into today I’ve been considering killing myself tonight a lot. But I just know that if I do that I’m just going to make things so much worse for my mom and my brother and my family, and I just can’t be selfish and do that to them so I’m forced to just live with all of this sadness and depressive thoughts all by myself just so others don’t have to mourn for me and feel even worse, I’m just so sad I can’t fucking do this anymore.
zachbbs - I think we got along really well and had a pretty good friendship a little over a year ago, we don’t talk at all anymore and haven’t in about like a year. I don’t agree with your political views at all and it’s a little frustrating seeing your blogs about politics but it’s not really enough for me to just dislike you. I think it’s just an indifference with me.
Olympia - We might’ve met in a Skype chat or something but I don’t think I know you, sorry.
Crissy15 - I think we were in a hg or something together some time back but I don’t remember ever talking to you.
gabrieltrezza - I only remember interacting with you in the roblox chat several months ago playing isle or whatever game, but aside from that we don’t talk at all and I don’t really know anything about you. We have mutual friends but you support and are friends with some Tengagers that really hurt me and I hate judging people based off of that but it’s caused me to feel some type of way whenever I see your user IDK.
Typhlosion37 - Idk you and don’t think we ever talked but I feel like you might’ve evicted me in a frooks or voted me out in vivor or some shit idk but fuck you if you did x
Funnehliner - I think you’re in the roblox chat idfk I feel like your name is Alex but I honestly am taking a guess at that. We’ve never talked from what I recall but if we have it was nothing to make an impact on me for me to remember.
staymellow - I’ve never talked to you and only know your username from commenting on a couple of my blogs. Idk if you feel a type of way about me or my blogs but idk you well enough to form an opinion.
Becksta20 - I stan you for stanning Taylor Swift but outside of that idk you
Insanity - I constantly get your username confused with an old friend turned bitter enemy something like Insanity17 or whatever, but I don’t think think you and I ever talked outside of like a blog or something.
PrinceVans - I just think that you’re a troll and I mean you’re annoying so I guess you’re doing it right so congrats?
crazybone5000 - Idk you but if you’re cute and at least 18 hmu x
melindamrskk - We haven’t talked in like 3 years, you kinda annoyed me then you sent me nudes and we were friends then you annoyed me again and I think that’s the last time we talked. I only really remember you for having orange cum for whatever reason. Hope you’re doing well and got that fixed.
mradamman12 - We don’t talk often but the few times we did talk I think we got along really well, you’re a cool guy, have a good balance between flaming homosexual and being really laid back so that’s something to always be proud of. Keep slaying sis.
Yawnha - I actually defended you against people who were my friends because I didn’t like that they were fighting with a 13 year old, and then the next day you called me a troll so fuck you, you deserve whatever bullying comes your way.
Admir - I don’t think I really have an opinion about you, we never talk and even if we have talked it was never something memorable for me at least so, indifference.
Arris - You’re really laid back and don’t seem like you’re too mentally unstable like most of the site, you seem to have common sense. We stan Spider-Man and haircuts.
peterya - I think you’re fine outside of games but you can be really like unreliable in games and you sheep people who I hate so.
sprtsgy1989 - I like that you have a Taylor album in your username, other than that idk you enough to have an opinion on you.
pinkiepie512 - I think you’re a sweetheart, just someone I can’t trust in games.
Washed_Ravioli - Me and Tyler hate each other and I see you as a Tyler sheep, I’ve never talked to you before so that’s all I have to go off of.
XxLoveWakizaxX - You’re a queen. You give zero fucks, you voice your opinion, you hold nothing back, and even though we’ve stopped talking over the years I still think you’re iconic.
iYBF - I don’t remember us ever having a conversation. We’ve both been on the site for what feels like forever but I don’t think we’ve ever crossed paths.
ilysuiteheart - I’m indecisive about you because one day when I had no idea who you were, you were really weird towards me and that left a salty taste in my mouth, but then you apologized but then you were weird again, and then it’s just been like random extremely small conversations that weren’t like negative to say but it’s still just like idk how to feel about you. It’s not like I dislike you or like you or anything it’s just indifference.
I was having a good day and then my boyfriend comes at me with some bullshit again. I’m so fucking over him. Raining on my parade and shit like he’s so awful.
