So this is it! After 4 years, it鈥檚 finally my time to go.
I am 18 now, and I start college on Tuesday so I really believe that now is my time to move on with my life, and start a new chapter.
When I joined this site I was only 14 years old, I was just a small little fetus. I turned to this website because I鈥檝e always loved Big Brother and Survivor, and I didn鈥檛 have any friends, so Tengaged seemed like the perfect place for me to change who I was, and learn how to make friends. Things started out great but then they went awry due to my own self esteem issues; depression; etc. On this site, I became somebody who I hate. I was a bully and I treated many of you terribly, and I didn鈥檛 realize that until it was too late. I know that I have already made amends with pretty much everybody who I have had my issues with, but I鈥檇 like to again apologize to all of you for the way I have acted, and apologize for the way I treated many of you. And last but not least I鈥檇 like to apologize to Matt64. Matt, I was not fair to you and you never deserved to be bullied by me or anybody else. I crossed the line, and even though I know we made amends, that doesn鈥檛 make anything I said okay. Your death will forever hold a heavy burden on my heart and soul. I miss you very much, and I鈥檓 sorry.
God I am in tears writing this. I just want to let everybody know that you鈥檙e beautiful. Each and every one of you are beautiful, and don鈥檛 let anybody tell you otherwise. You are all amazing people and I wish nothing but the best for all of you. Stay strong through the hard times, and reach out for help if you ever feel like crashing down. You are worth everything and more.
I鈥檇 just like to thank certain individuals who have made my final days on this website extraordinary.
And I just have to single one of you out because you鈥檝e been my main for many years now.
Kaseyhope101 - The good, the bad, the ugly, you were there for me every step of the way. You put up with my craziness and never turned your back on me, even when I felt like everybody else has. Words cannot describe how grateful I am to have had you as a friend for these past few years, and I just know that no matter what may happen, I鈥檒l always have a friend in you, and you鈥檒l always have a friend in me.
UGH okay enough of the sob story I really can鈥檛 deal with myself shedding tears over an online game. Tengaged, thank you for the memories. This has been such a huge part of my life and I will never forget you. And I guess that鈥檚 it! Good luck to all of you, and I love you all馃挅 Bye 馃
