I have had the most amazing support during this Stars. It was a game I never had any desire to play but here I am anyway. Anyone who knows me knows I am more about the social than the strategy aspect of this site and with some very strategic minds in the house I knew I would have to rely a lot on the public vote. I certainly did not expect the public vote to be quite as strong as it was! My experience in Stars was difficult but amazing. The part I know the game is about, the lies and fakeness, really hurts my heart. Some people held the game in higher regard than the human beings they were talking to. I was lucky in a way that I didn’t have friends in the game and really was on the outside so as their trust was broken, I gained an ally and in turn, even more allies in the public. So I have come out of this with a few people that I would actually love to chat to more and an appreciation for so many more people on this site.
I wrote something about each of the cast but I might include that in a different blog as I don’t want to focus on that yet. I also wanted to say a MASSIVE thank you to those people who have talked me through aspects of the game during this week. I won’t name you but you know who you are and I’m so appreciative of your time and help. Also to my closer tengaged friends who I have been less available to this last week, I’m sorry and I can’t wait to catch up with you again but I’m so thankful for your unwavering support ❤️
I’ve known for a while now that I was going to post a particular set of words when my time in the house came to an end. Whether I’d been voted out, lost or won in finals I knew I would still have the same feeling. Of course it comes from Taylor Swift because let’s be honest, when do I not channel her awesomeness? So please read because I really think it could help some people to adopt this mindset...
You know when somebody criticizes you, or says something behind your back? Those words that they said about you, it’s like you feel those words are written on you and all over your face and then those words start to become echoes in your own mind. And then there’s a real risk that those words can start to become how you see yourself. The moment that you realize that you are not the opinion of somebody who doesn’t know you or care about you, it’s like you’re clean.
Thank you to EVERYONE who helped me this week! It truly has been overwhelming!
Soooooo much love for you Beck, the most deserving winner here, especially with them treating us like crap. You have an absolute heart of GOLD and I’m glad you were awarded ❤️❤️ Looking forward to catching up again soon
