it's weird because i've had a great past 2 days with the love of my life and so many things are going well in my life right now but i can't help but think about how much i miss my mom and wish she was here and wish i could just talk to her for 30 seconds
don't mind me i just didn't wanna tweet this or anything where irl people would see
@scononders I don鈥檛 know you but you shouldn鈥檛 have said something like that. austinrules6969 used this blog as a way of expressing himself. He鈥檚 not trying to guilt anyone, he just had to express something and that is what the blog page is for. What you said, scon, was insensitive.
it's normal since you grew up with her and were probably with her 90% of ur life. no one could ever replace a mother and her love is definitely different than anyone elses, but i'm sure if theres one thing she wants most is for you to be strong and just continue to be successful and happy in life <3 even if you take 5 minutes out of your day just to pray to her she'd be listening to everything you're saying. hang in there sweetheart, and if you ever need to talk im here <3
yeah its the worst part... i wake up every morning thinking about this, and every time i go to bed. Its important to surround yourself with people who love you. It is also important not to try to fill that void you fill with another person, because your mom is the only person that can fill it. Just start doing something like exercising or reading or anything in between. Thats what I do
My biggest fear in life is losing my mom like i鈥檓 tearing up just thinking of it, if you ever need anything please reach out. You and your family will be in my prayers
It's so natural to feel that way when grieving. Something very important to remember is that through many periods of your life it will feel like she's there. You'll get flashbacks to random previously unimportant moments and conversations when you need them. Some say it's our brain, others say it is those who have passed reaching out and we will never know. But you'll often rediscover cool memories and you'll be able to predict exactly how she'd comfort you or advise you in future situations, because you knew her. It's not an adequate substitute by any means and you have a right to feel devastated and will probably grieve for years, but she's not totally gone AustinRules6969 < 3
A mother's love is so unconditional that she would want you to go out and do all you dream of. I am extremely sorry for your loss. Hang in there buddy. :(
