With that being said, I'll be making my departure from here. Whether permanent or temporary, Idk... It's just that even though I do have so much free time in college, I know for a fact I should be using it to study as much as I can.
Okay ummmmmm, where do I start. I made the HOF for monthly karma rankers for a total of about 5 minutes LOL, I merged in the first survivor I've joined in over a year, and I've racked up an ongoing streak of 5 crookies wins and 3 castings wins in a row. There is nothing to be disappointed, bitter, or frustrated about!
It's like my second home here, and when I joined it was no doubt my second life too. The way my first life went a lot of the time, it was just a nice getaway to be here, and pretend like nothing else mattered... But that was then, and now, I think I'm comfortable having just one life, and being free.
Now I have to make some apologies.
ETNAL... and in specific: sokerdude7, mangos808, 2008girl, Fritzyyyyy, Illyriaa and survivor8. I never meant what happened to happen, honestly, I was changing my mind about the stars seat like a girl changes cloths. It was out of my control... I like determining my own fate, but that's just unrealistic, so it was a bummer. Let it be known I was happy with the decision when I took a second to step back and think about it, and all you tight-knit, funky ETNALs hold the most special place in my tengaged memory... I love you all and that will never change.
dav_o_79. I doubt you like me, but either way what I've said to you and blogged towards you are inexcusable. I do agree with what you said in your blog, it's a lot better to talk to you one on one. You truly are a thankful, nice guy.
brandonator. I also regret that we ever started a war against each other, it just wasn't worth it and I wish it never had to happen. I'm sorry about that, other then that I think you're definitely funny.
Florina, I'm sorry about that crookies that ended up with you hating me. I never wanted that, and I wasn't thinking about the consequences of lying. It just sucked, and I wish we could just still be cool.
Survivor.
My tribe: kyledile, robozoe, alexrydersheena + the rest of you, I'm sorry that I had to either evict you, or get very worked up about stuff and what not... it's just that I wanted to avoid this, and I wanted a chance against the OT, but now that it's over I just can't stress enough that I like you all and that I wish that those events wouldn't have had to happen.
Other tribe: unit8890, zedd, steel, ghoul, robm, inkread I'm just sorry for being the way I was. Like I said I just wanted to try and avoid getting eliminated and having to consider ending my journey but it's not worth it in the end, and it kept me occupied so I had some fun. Thank you for such the tough challenge you brought, best of luck in the future, and I hope you don't hold anything against me.
It sucks to leave just when you came back lafiercebrittany2 - But you know that if I could stay I would and I don't have to say all of the reasons why you are the absolutely amazing person you are. I just wish I could be your best friend =/ I appreciate what you said in your PYN blog, and win stars ok? :P
mooocoww, axkxaxbatman, survivorfan12, and lonelypuppie:
There's a reason the four of you are on the first row of my friends list. I love you all so much. Whether it was just being so so close with you and bearing through the strong accent :* , or just being best bros that shared basically everything, or having interesting skype calls and weird conversations, or owning frookies and TRYING to own survivor, we've all had too many fun and amazing times to count < 3 Thank you.
Lastly, I just want to use up my last 6 trends on this blog, so:
I love you ea31/Emily, and I'm sorry I haven't talked to you that much in so long ): You're one of the nicest :)
ronron313/Uncle ronny, you're the best, I legit can't thank you enough for listening to me, and just laughing with me and at me and ugh everything... I really do care about you Ron.
Johnster, thank you for inviting me to survivor, I wouldn't have even been in there if it wasn't for you, and best of luck, I really hope you get a chance on that tribe cause you're really good!
lemonface/Becca/Attention whore! Lol you know I'm just kidding. So yeah, I've got to know you pretty well since I've been on here... You're a pretty cool person, keep flaunting your popularity and gl @ that little college (h)
khart92, I can't wait for our match up this weekend, and I'll be following fantasy football until the end for sure. Thanks for getting me in that =D And thanks for keeping me up all night making trades hahaha
ntakhar12, I couldn't forget about you Nisha. You're honestly one of my favorites on here!! I loved when we went on call and I love you. You're just too nice :) I hope our hockey comes back :(
AND FINALLY, @ all those of you who I didn't put, which wasn't because I don't love you it's just because it's needless to say you mean something to me if you're a friend of mine or I know you well.
Bye ^_^
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Oh and I hope you get your shops ashu_2002 and dools =] and I sucks I have to do this when we were getting close again kooldude1991. And I could never forget about vikejk17 or kaay. I love you two.
Stay well everyone!!
Ok last one... ianfitz0012... You're a real down to earth and likable guy Ian... I enjoyed when we talked... and it meant a lot to me that you actually started a lot of our chats :D
egaga911 OMG I'm a miss you! You were an AWESOME best friend though. ;) Please come on skype from time to time so I can catch up with how awesome you're doing at college! Love and will miss you loads. :*
Love Molly number #1. ;) Haha. < 33
11th in survivor really sucks hard core.
Stay well everyone!!