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Happy Thanksgiving

1stNov 22, 2018 by Icarus_Mark
Honestly, I didn't really know how to write this.  For the last few years, I've actually detested this holiday, not because of the holiday itself, but because of who I've spent it with.  Now that it's just me and my mother for Thanksgiving, I feel like this year, I guess I could finally say I'm thankful to have a Thanksgiving to look forward to.  Besides, I doubt anyone will care about what I have to say for Thanksgiving this year.

I tried to think of what else I've been thankful for this year, and honestly, it was hard to think of anything.  I think of the journeys I had been on during my time here, and then had seen each and every one of them come to an ending I wish would have turned out much better because many of them turned out to be downright terrible.  I think back to the very thing I had wanted to change about myself this year (to learn to forgive myself) and then realize that, as much as I want to do that, I don't see how I can.  Even as I think back to it all, I remember the days I should have celebrated and then cry as I finally talk about them.

But then today I thought of something else.  Maybe I should have thought of how it wasn't about the destination at all, and maybe someday, I'll have to learn everything I thought I knew again.  It still saddens me to think about it, but maybe thinking about the good old days is the happiest I'll ever get.  So in a sense, I am thankful for the life I live, the friends I made, the friends I had lost, and also the journeys I have taken here because, at the end of the day, I don't think I would have it any other way.  Maybe that sounds selfish on my part, but if it does, then I guess I'm thankful to be selfish sometimes as well.

I won't be able to tag everyone, so if I don't tag you, don't think for even a moment that I'd forgotten about you.  I haven't, and even if I don't tag you and you're my friend, I am thankful for you too.

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Comments

Happy thanksgiving to you
💝
Sent by MarieEve,Nov 22, 2018
Happy thanksgiving Mark! Love you
Sent by Kaylabby,Nov 22, 2018
I love you Mark, Happy Food Day!
Sent by Maddog16,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving :) <3
Sent by GoodKaren,Nov 22, 2018
Happy thanksgiving 🙏 ily
Sent by Carriexoxo24xo,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving ♡♡♡
Sent by gagaluv,Nov 22, 2018
Happy thanksgiving ❤️
Sent by Blitszims,Nov 22, 2018
happy day buddy <3
Sent by Matte,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving, Mark
Sent by cheritaisdelicious,Nov 22, 2018
Markkkkkkkk ily
Sent by SweetBlossomrose1,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving Mark. Keep an eye on the turkey! <3
Sent by TaraG,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving!
Sent by FireWolf,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving Marky mark. Love you bro :)
Sent by MoneyShot,Nov 22, 2018
Happy thanksgiving bro!
Sent by astone929,Nov 22, 2018
Happy!!
Sent by Octopusbubbles,Nov 22, 2018
OMG IM THANKFUL I WAS TAGGGED TODAY TYSM
HAPPY THANKSGIVING <33333
also im required by law to say save cheapcheep in stars :P
Sent by Minniemax,Nov 22, 2018
<3333333
Sent by tiffanox3,Nov 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving , thankful for friends like you ❤️
Sent by Krisstea,Nov 22, 2018
Hope you had a good day.
Sent by damo1990,Nov 23, 2018
Blessed be the turkey
Sent by ak73,Nov 23, 2018

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