I鈥檓 truly overwhelmed, I was in charge of the obituary, how she鈥檇 want her hair/makeup and outfit for her private viewing we held for my family. Never in a million years would I think I鈥檇 have to do this for my older sister, I know she鈥檇 want me to take care of myself now.
Mentally I just need a break from life and to process this loss for myself, you never truly accept it. But I hope I can learn how to cope and deal with it. It鈥檚 been only 2 weeks and my mind still isn鈥檛 right. She was only 34. Truly devastated
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I鈥檓 so sorry for your loss :( I鈥檒l keep you & your family in my thoughts and prayers
Oh I am so sorry you had to go through this. You鈥檙e strong and you are a battler and can get through this. Give yourself time to grieve. There鈥檚 a time to be sad and a time to be happy. Sending so much love
I am sorry for your loss, Matthew. I lost my mom and my sister both last year, and life still seems empty. I am totally alone now.
But you are young and have so much to look forward to. Embrace life, hold on to the memory of and the love you have for your sister. Never lose them but always incorporate them into the many days and nights of living and joy that lay ahead for you.
