Stay strong bud! I know exactly how you feel. Things will get better over time, and i'm sure you will find caring friends sooner rather than later that will be there for you. +15
your friends sound horrible, ditch 'em 'cause i don't think there's any real gain in hanging around such negative people like that. hope things get better soon :-)
idk why you need to spam this to people honestly, like the blog would probably have a greater impact if you didn't spam this to be plussed bc now it just looks like it's for attention, but regardless stay strong shit happens and keep fighting !
i sister went threw that and i get to visit her grave now. She od on pain killers. I forgive her. But i miss her everyday. She was my little sister by three years. She was my girl. Its been hmm well am 33 and she was three years younger making her 30 this year and she passed when she was 23, so 7 years ago in a week or so. if you ever need to talk message me. I have bipolar and depression and anxiety and ptsd do i get it.
It takes a lot of bravery to tell a ton strangers your story, stay strong this is why this community exists we are all here for you and for each other. :)