So in 18 days I am going to have weight loss surgery. A huge step in my life, to make my life longer. Although two lifetimes wouldn't be enough with the great friends I have made. Just wanted to take a moment to thank each and every one of you for being there for me.
I know I am going to be fine but going under for a big surgery is scary. I have faith but just in case.
If for some reason I leave this world, and I'm not going to but hey, I wanted to share this with you all.
If I leave this world I leave this site a better person then when I started. I have grown in many ways, from using the proper pronouns ( swadles ). To learning that just because others dont really like a person does not mean you cant ( 2388 ). To adopting some of the best children on this site ( tj2807FirewolfMaddog16 ). To falling in love ( shadowman ). To finding out that I truly can write erotica.
I also leave with many friends who have gone threw hell and back with me. Who have dealt with my bipolar ass more times then I can count. I'm going to be fine but just in case I wanted to make you all aware of my true feelings.
Love each and every one of you. I'm not going to lie, I'm shitting bricks but I have this. My husband is going to keep in contact with Ella and she in turn will let people know. I should be on later that day depending on my pain.