So i did something i have never done tonight for the first time and I'm scared shitless of the outcome. Do i regret it no but the what ifs are crazy and there are so many of them. please tell me I'm not alone when it comes to this kind of stuff. Putting yourself out there and showing your vulnerability is extremely hard and doing it when it shows your biggest weakness which for me is self confidence is twice as hard. I'm sure tomorrow I will wake up and feel 10 times better than what I do now but for tonight I'm shaking what is done is done