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  1. Want to know what my manic is like?
  2. WTF? I'm not about to ...... BUT
  3. so check out this..
  4. Dont Forget.....
  5. When an ex is desperate......
  6. weigh loss, yay.
  7. Stars support, sorry im late.
  8. Just in case, Second book posted on wattpad
  9. Just to clear the issues,
  10. So who knew being with a woman was so much..
  11. So, Have not been on much, and her name is Katie.
  12. To anyone with Bipolar
  13. Getting a birthday blog together
  14. Merry Christmas To all and to all a good night.
  15. I am leaving.
  16. No title
  17. No title
  18. So I have been gone for two days, let the drama..
  19. Four months and a Maybe Fiance
  20. So Counting the days till Ella gets here? lol.
  21. Being an adult sucks sometimes.
  22. Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
  23. Stars support
  24. Doing my one and only 700th game Charity.
  25. Not everything is rainbows and sunshine.
  26. Letting yourself be vulnerable can be very..
  27. 3 months down and a million more to go
  28. Twas the night before surgery, and all threw the..
  29. When some trash multie runs there mouth?
  30. Stars support
  31. Halo, cause babe your mine.
  32. Thinking of doing my one and only Charity game?..
  33. when someone lets you in and it changes you?
  34. No title
  35. Stars support
  36. Ella, my love.
  37. A big shout out to all my friends.
  38. When everyone is on tg Bashing another and I'm
  39. Stars support
  40. About as straight at a motherfucking circle...

Letting yourself be vulnerable can be very daunting.

Nov 11, 2018 by heatherlum
So i did something i have never done tonight for the first time and I'm scared shitless of the outcome.  Do i regret it no but the what ifs are crazy and there are so many of them. please tell me I'm not alone when it comes to this kind of stuff. Putting yourself out there and showing your vulnerability is extremely hard and doing it when it shows your biggest weakness which for me is self confidence is twice as hard. I'm sure tomorrow I will wake up and feel 10 times better than what I do now but for tonight I'm shaking what is done is done

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