Its not just the bedroom stuff but its everything. Katie is sweet and supportive and loveable and makes me feel beautiful. She makes me smile all the time. I blush. Its great. So yeah.
This is her and I. I love this girl. Its been 25 years in the making. We lost touch of each other for that long. I always kept track of her. Always knew where she was. When her and her long time girlfriend broke up, I contacted her. August was a month of greats for me. We have been in contact sense then. The same day I had my surgery for weight loss in ny, she had a biopsy on her kidney in Cali. She came over a few days before new years and I could not look her in the face. I could barely hug her. I think I knew. Then when she came over new years eve I held her hand (all with the persmission of Ella and my husband. I never broke the boundaries). I felt something but was not going to do anything about it. I had Ella. When Ella broke it off an hour after midnight I called Katie and she was there at eleven and I cried into her shoulder and she hugged me. Ella did me a favor. That weekend she spent friday with me and went back to her sisters. Then saturday she spent the night and we cuddled and I knew.
So I broke it off with my husband on sunday and on that friday we had our first kiss. I will always remember it. January came in like a lion and has not stopped yet.