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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

When an ex is desperate......

May 29, 2019 by heatherlum
imageFor attention they tend to try to start shit. So as far as what Ella has on me or does not have on me I don't care. I know she can release some shit in regards to my childhood that I told her, possible some pictures, and maybe a few other things. So let me release it before she can being as I am not ashamed of it nor am I scared.

Yes she can tell you all that I had a shit childhood and that I was a victim of some child hood trauma. I never hid that. I am not proud of it but it was not my fault. I was also a victim of domestic violence. Its time that people like me stop being afraid that others are going to find out and think different of them. I myself have dealt with this in the past. I have felt less then, as if I did not belong. As if others found out that they would deem me broken, defective, or not worthy of the title human. I struggle with it from time to time.

On to the pictures. Well I am not quite sure what I sent. If someone wants to look go ahead. I'm sorry. It's not my fault if you get mentally scared from them lol. I thought I could trust her.

I too could release some shit on her but I wont. The things she told me and the things we went threw together were personal. I refuse to spread things that she told me simply because there not my demons to release. What I will do is pray for her. Pray that she finds some peace as I know she deserves it. I will also pray for her sobriety because I know that the Ella I knew is not the Ella I am seeing now. Then again maybe this is the true Ella and I just seen a better version of her as the true one because I cared for her. Love threw rose colored glasses or such.

On that note, if anyone needs to talk because they too went threw some shit, I'm here.

Comments

Ily heather
Sent by Blitszims,May 29, 2019
LMAO this is the one u sided w over me???
Sent by 2388,May 29, 2019
2388 Yeah, I'm sorry Mar. i fucked up.
Sent by heatherlum,May 29, 2019
You're a brave person heatherlum . And pay her no mind. She's coming from a place of hurt. and in my experience hurting people often hurt others.   You've a good heart.  Hang in there
Sent by cantmanipulateme,May 29, 2019

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