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Happy 39th Birthday To me April 2

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My feeling / depression! Jul 7, 2021
This is pampered81/ Julie. My self-esteem is very very lows. I feel like don't be alive, be here, or not good enough, etc. I have lots of stuff happen to me. I need to get out of my chest and for health reasons too. All these things that have happened I had bottom my feeling up. If you want to care for me or worry that will take life to unblock. Talk to me at this time very need encouragement and friendship talk and love that people care about me. I feel worthless and I should just quit school too. The first issue: I was banned from the ASMR server and that very took self-esteem down. The server was called the Pandastc Mafia because broke some rules didn't mean to also call his wife out though what they were do was bully because of my disability. Second issue: In the server called the Litstudios was in a season of survivor I made to final three. two people from server Kcateup and Marcreaver got very upset because vote them out they were Jury. They never told me who to vote and I was listening to other people. So decided that they should vote for me and lost got three places. The jury asks questions but Kc decided to start bullying me and start said lots of disrespectful things to me that were hurtful and not kind at all. I tried to defend myself. Then marc tells stop was bully kc that was lied I was defending myself from all things she said in chat and mainly on roblox. I report 4th time on Roblox and they are blocked on Roblox and on discord too. 3rd: My older brother lived in Almonte  Ontario. H used to live with his wife Mary and two sons Scout, Brom. In December last year, they were in two different places and also they together too. He had kids for a while and she had kids for while they took turns. I find out my brother Chris when in was Montreal Quebec do work he hang out with his girlfriend that is my age 39. He is 49 years old and mary a few years younger. This is the first time this happens in the family. Scout is about  10 or 11 and Brom is 8 or 9 they still young. A few days ago I hear that their divorce was final and Chris is living in an apartment in the same town as mary. This issue can't hard to deal with and confused now not sure how this works when coming to visit. All my siblings come to visit end aug and we all get to meet his girlfriend that I am not excited to do. Mary and his girlfriend and Chris are all friends. These are 3 main issues that still deal with and one more has some of my management forget about me at work. Sometimes I take 15 min break closed to 6 no one comes to cover me sometimes got pages, someone. I hope you all read this and have a good day. I got to head to work soon. I on duty stil 7 pm.
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Why do you have me block? Jul 7, 2021
Here some history about me! It is not nice to mute someone that had a deal with bully her whole life as a child. I was excluded, pick on, name and sometimes I got beat up. I was a miracle baby there a lot of changes would not be here. Ignore and mute me it feels exclude and hurt my feeling. It is also disrespectful too. I am 40 years old and have a disability don't let me slow me down I am a secondary post student online get through Early childhood educations. I work on level 2 right now with help of friends and my accessibility from the college. I also have a youtube channel I have lots of mixed talents and learning Spanish through Duolingo. I deal with getting assignments are done to be, banned from a server, and be treated without kindness. I also have aid and strategies too that help me. I proved to family and friend don't matter how old you are and if have congenital heart disease and speech impairment or any disability you can get good educations and degree too. I don't give up that easy either. I have 6 nephews older go n 19 in October and 3 nieces. I loved them all.  I also deal with a family issue. My mom was a survivor of breast cancer I was just 20 when she got I quit my English to be with her but I was going back to school. My dm always opens like cheer people or they come to talk to me I good listen because of compassion side of personality. I also LDS. I know lots of people that LGBT so supports them and part orgs coms too. I loved playing Roblox too. I loved to cook, outdoor. farmer's daughter so loved all animals too. When people block and mute me it very disrespectful and hurt my feeling too.   I loved kids too. Seth what did I do to you. We used to chat, talk and give you gifts. We used to talk about all seasons of glee. It is very rude and hurtful too. Just want to tell you how to do in school and how the day is too. Just want to know how you are doing too. So give you still July 28 to unblock me?  @barbsteisand Barbrastreisand   You get the story about me too. You are disrespecting disabled women. Stop acting like a toddler and do something right! barbrastreisand So thinks what I am said and thinks what you doing too. It is wrong! It was nice to know you but need to stop acting like a toddler. One big pet peeve is ignored me / blocking too feel like be excluded.
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Pure essence! Jul 7, 2021
Here some history about me! It is not nice to mute someone that had a deal with bully her whole life as a child. I was excluded, pick on, name and sometimes I got beat up. I was a miracle baby there a lot of changes would not be here. Ignore and mute me it feels exclude and hurt my feeling. It is also disrespectful too. I am 40 years old and have a disability don't let me slow me down I am a secondary post student online get through Early childhood educations. I work on level 2 right now with help of friends and my accessibility from the college. I also have a youtube channel I have lots of mixed talents and learning Spanish through Duolingo. I deal with getting assignments are done to be, banned from a server, and be treated without kindness. I also have aid and strategies too that help me. I proved to family and friend don't matter how old you are and if have congenital heart disease and speech impairment or any disability you can get good educations and degree too. I don't give up that easy either. I have 6 nephews older go n 19 in October and 3 nieces. I loved them all.  I also deal with a family issue. My mom was a survivor of breast cancer I was just 20 when she got I quit my English to be with her but I was going back to school. My dm always opens like cheer people or they come to talk to me I good listen because of compassion side of personality. I also lds. I know lots of people that LGBT so supports them and part orgs coms too. I loved playing Roblox too. I loved to cook, outdoor. farmer's daughter so loved all animals too. When people block and mute me it very disrespectful and hurt my feeling too. pureessence pureessence   I loved kids too.
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Sam please read this! this had hurt our friendship! Jun 17, 2021
I asking is for you to unblock me can you do that? You also unbanned me and made my own choice if want joins your server. When blocking me and banned it hurt my feeling and hurt trust and loyalty and friendship too. mexash! Why did leave the server? So sam if want to show friendship and loyal to me please unbanned and unblock! mexash You are a false friend. mexash and tito you have me blocked you false too. tito
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I am sorry for hurt your feeling and our fight! Jun 16, 2021
I am trying to say sorry for beefing with you. I would love us to be friends. I said in chat because very overstress at point quits too.  Please write back to me or messages me on dm after you unblock me. I think your chat is cool and friends too. mexash mexash I like to be your friend. I think your chat very cool! I know half those people. You send a link before it was the only way for me to get a message to you. I wish didn't block myself or banned from the server. Just let me decided if want to be in your chat or not? mexash
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Julie want HBIC Back in roblock chat! Jun 9, 2021
This is Julie Bullock. Now too long ago in the Roblox chat, I was mod for a chat. I did one bad thing and got removed by daddydev. I was a good Mod and had a very good plan and ideas for the chat. I have more awesome ideas for the chat. I do not tell you because they are my ideas. I write protest so I can be mod again. I can put plans and ideas to work for the chat. I will try to be nice mood. When I was mod I felt that I was not excluded from the chat. I feel special too. If you all didn't know I was born with congenital heart disease and speech impairment that came with that. I have no wall around my heart and hole in my heart when was a baby and had lots of surgery to fix that problem. I am a miracle baby too there lots of times when I would not be here today. My last surgery was on May 26, 2006. As the child was picked on, name-calling, push or beat up, and teased too. This was all because I was born different. Even at 40 still get bully on social networks and Roblox too. There had been lots of people in Roblox chat that had to ignore me and it hurtful when all try to say hi. There lot of people that also don't reply in dm and block when just be nice. Some things people would be chibideidara and sometimes hash, and lots other people you know who you are. I sweet and caring person after getting to know me and also love to cheer people up too. So asking nicely please give me my mod power back and be let me be mod to chat again. If you don't give it back to me leave the chat and also block lots of people too.  This is also a poll too against Roblox Chat! To gain the mod position again!
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