This is pampered81/ Julie. My self-esteem is very very lows. I feel like don't be alive, be here, or not good enough, etc. I have lots of stuff happen to me. I need to get out of my chest and for health reasons too. All these things that have happened I had bottom my feeling up. If you want to care for me or worry that will take life to unblock. Talk to me at this time very need encouragement and friendship talk and love that people care about me. I feel worthless and I should just quit school too. The first issue: I was banned from the ASMR server and that very took self-esteem down. The server was called the Pandastc Mafia because broke some rules didn't mean to also call his wife out though what they were do was bully because of my disability. Second issue: In the server called the Litstudios was in a season of survivor I made to final three. two people from server Kcateup and Marcreaver got very upset because vote them out they were Jury. They never told me who to vote and I was listening to other people. So decided that they should vote for me and lost got three places. The jury asks questions but Kc decided to start bullying me and start said lots of disrespectful things to me that were hurtful and not kind at all. I tried to defend myself. Then marc tells stop was bully kc that was lied I was defending myself from all things she said in chat and mainly on roblox. I report 4th time on Roblox and they are blocked on Roblox and on discord too. 3rd: My older brother lived in Almonte Ontario. H used to live with his wife Mary and two sons Scout, Brom. In December last year, they were in two different places and also they together too. He had kids for a while and she had kids for while they took turns. I find out my brother Chris when in was Montreal Quebec do work he hang out with his girlfriend that is my age 39. He is 49 years old and mary a few years younger. This is the first time this happens in the family. Scout is about 10 or 11 and Brom is 8 or 9 they still young. A few days ago I hear that their divorce was final and Chris is living in an apartment in the same town as mary. This issue can't hard to deal with and confused now not sure how this works when coming to visit. All my siblings come to visit end aug and we all get to meet his girlfriend that I am not excited to do. Mary and his girlfriend and Chris are all friends. These are 3 main issues that still deal with and one more has some of my management forget about me at work. Sometimes I take 15 min break closed to 6 no one comes to cover me sometimes got pages, someone. I hope you all read this and have a good day. I got to head to work soon. I on duty stil 7 pm.
two of those issues arent issues, julie. games should not affect your mental health like this, and if they do - you need to take a step back. the only real issue I read here is about your family, in which - of course it will take an adjustment, but you need to understand your brother needs to find his happiness too.
