Okay, so in Tengaged games, I have only been in inactive in 1, maybe 2, games. So why did I go inactive in http://www.tengaged.com/game/101991 you might ask? Before the last person had even signed up, my fuse had blown out and I tried to get it back up and running, but I couldn't. I was stuck without Internet in a Frookies hoping that, whatever happened, I wouldn't get 13th. This haunted me in my sleep and I began to dread when I would wake up and finally find out what place I came in. Last night, I was playing Frookies because I was scrambling to get at least 10 more Karma so I could buy purple. This Frookies was my 3rd try that night. Here were the other 2 games:
You all deserved a more active player in me than this and I am really sorry about going inactive in a Frookies last night. I think from now on I am going to limit myself to 1 Frookies per sitting so this doesn't happen again. :(
I feel like it’s time to get some things off my chest, because lately, I have not been enjoying myself on Tengaged.
First off, I would like to apologize to smuguy2012 and what I said when I voted to evict him from Stars. The truth is, the only reason I even said what I had said was because that game was my only experience with you, and so that was the only thing I could really base my vote off of. Some people who know me better call me an encyclopedia of sorts because I can remember a lot of events that pertain to me. I guess you can say I was voting with a scar that wasn’t completely healed. I’m not going to read the blog posted about me regarding that vote because I saw that coming, so I didn’t really need to read it to get the general idea behind it.
Secondly, I want to talk about the Casting I am currently in: http://www.tengaged.com/game/101423. Normally, when I sign up for a Casting, I like to relax and be able to do what I want for myself without the worry of consequences. After all, that’s what Slow Castings are supposed to be: stress-free. But in this particular game, since Day 1, I could not enjoy myself at all and it’s gotten to the point where I am fighting to keep myself calm and to keep myself from lashing out at anybody. At this point, I just want to play for 8th because this game just isn’t worth it anymore and the only reason I am still even continuing with it is to try not to hit a new low record for myself in Slow Castings. After that, it won’t matter where I place.
Thirdly, I am making this blog because I don’t know if I even want to continue on Tengaged anymore after this week. Maybe this is just a result from a bad day, but it is what it is. There are a few people on this site (they know who they are) who can contact me on Skype or even the site I normally use to play games (IMDb), where I go by a different username than the one I have here.
But overall, this week on Tengaged has just been too much. We all get angry sometimes, but at least I am writing this to show that I can get over things, but mostly to try to let my emotions out in a positive way rather than make any more enemies than I might already have.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Have a good one.
Well, the thing about this game is that I didn’t really do a whole lot of communications this game. In fact, the only people I had talked to all game were Supervixen and Roshy, and, honestly, the only person I had actually trusted all game was Vixen. I didn’t really have an idea what the Big Alliance was all about. In fact, had Vixen not asked me to join this game, I probably would have joined a different one about 30, 40, or maybe even 50 minutes later. So, let’s get down to it!
15 - #IAmVegas – you and Cocoa were in the same frat, so we had to take one of you out right away so you wouldn’t do anything strange. However, by trying to take the designs off after you signed up for the game, you did something strange anyway. You see, when it comes to working with people in Fastings, I don’t care if you have a design or not. That’s why in one game where I played in with SexyTex, I was actually willing to work with the guy as long as he was willing to work with me and stay loyal to me. What worried me about you was that you were taking them off after you had signed up. That to me just doesn’t fly in games like this.
14 - #mastropola – I actually didn’t vote to evict you the round you left, but if I had seen what you had written before you left, I would have. The reason I was “too quiet” is because 12 people in this cast have NEVER talked to me in this game. It’s not rocket science, buddy. Or… maybe it is to you.
13 - #Ahmir99 – Punk! Ass! Bitch! Did you seriously try to get me nommed in Week 3? Luckily for me, Vixen told me all about your little scheme and your ass left! HA HA HA!
12 - #Chris_Janney – Sorry, but I had heard you were overaligning, which just isn’t cool, man.
11 - #fierce4life – You were the first inactive to leave. Good riddance!
10 - #Mahalpin11 – You kept coming on and off, and that was EXACTLY what you did the LAST game we were in together, only this time we never talked. I had no problems voting you off.
9 - #CocoaBean – At first, I feared that with you in the game, I might have been an early boot. However, as the game went on, you just became inactive. However, you only left that round because a move had to be made the next round, which I talked to Vixen in depth about.
8 - #OstrichJuice – Weren’t you the first person to die in the Casting I’m in that’s still going on? Anyway, I knew you were never going to take me to the end. In fact, if something wasn’t done about you this round, I might not even have made it here.
7- #danh8rbritneylover – Funny how, in 2 consecutive Fastings, I find someone I worked with this past Saturday night, but wasn’t aligned with you here. What’s even weird is that Puds was 5th place in that Fasting and you were 4th and Puds left first the ensuing Fasting. Anyway, you had to go to ensure numbers.
6 - #Roshy – Okay. I fess up. I had to betray you in this game because, like I said, Vixen was the only person I 100% trusted this game and because you were no longer in my Final 3 when you went inactive for 15 or so minutes. I am sorry I had to do that to you, bud. I really am. I stayed honest to you until the Final 6. But, your unhappiness over your eviction really made it easier for me to turn on you.
5 - #chayvalish – All I can say is that you were inactive. You did NOT deserve to go this far. In fact, had you not gotten the POV in the Final 6, you would have left there. Had I not had to get rid of Ostrich in order to ensure numbers, you would have been 9th place. Be GLAD you got 5th, because you sure as hell did NOT deserve it.
4 - #RonDub – It was either you or me that round, and thanks to my good friend Vixen, it was not me. Sorry Ron.
Final 3:
#Asia0102 – Good job making Final 3 on your first game, girl! Originally, you were not supposed to be in the Final 3 with Vixen and I, but I’m glad Vixen got us to the end because based on the chat on the main thread alone, you seem very nice. Hope to play with you in the future.
#supervixenxo – What can I say? You are always a great person to work with in games.
So I've been thinking about joining a Crookies for a while now just to have played 1 under my belt. I don't care if it's to help a Charity or what not. The only problem is that I cannot download Messenger for Skype, but if you want, I'll be more than happy to let that obstacle slide.
If anybody has a Crookies Charity, I'd be more than happy to help though as long as it's not starting on a Saturday or any day close to it. Any takers?
Hey, everyone else is doing it. Why shouldn't I? :P
SugarLove - I actually never met you before. I do hope to meet you in a game though to see what you're like.
ruefan11 - Hey, what's up! I met you in probably one of the more chaotic Fastings I've played in. You quickly came across as a cool dude, so I'm glad to have met you on this site. Sorry I didn't get to help out with your Frookies Charity as I had been eating dinner at the time, but I am glad to see it worked out much better than your Crookies Charity.
JasonXtreme - How is it that 2 people I met from the same Fasting in a row post? :P Okay, so let's get serious. You were pretty funny in the Fasting we were in together. It brought a lot of humor to the game. I'm also glad you have invited me to join your frat because had that not happened, I'd probably still be a Free Agent. :P
