I feel like it’s time to get some things off my chest, because lately, I have not been enjoying myself on Tengaged.
First off, I would like to apologize to smuguy2012 and what I said when I voted to evict him from Stars. The truth is, the only reason I even said what I had said was because that game was my only experience with you, and so that was the only thing I could really base my vote off of. Some people who know me better call me an encyclopedia of sorts because I can remember a lot of events that pertain to me. I guess you can say I was voting with a scar that wasn’t completely healed. I’m not going to read the blog posted about me regarding that vote because I saw that coming, so I didn’t really need to read it to get the general idea behind it.
Secondly, I want to talk about the Casting I am currently in: http://www.tengaged.com/game/101423. Normally, when I sign up for a Casting, I like to relax and be able to do what I want for myself without the worry of consequences. After all, that’s what Slow Castings are supposed to be: stress-free. But in this particular game, since Day 1, I could not enjoy myself at all and it’s gotten to the point where I am fighting to keep myself calm and to keep myself from lashing out at anybody. At this point, I just want to play for 8th because this game just isn’t worth it anymore and the only reason I am still even continuing with it is to try not to hit a new low record for myself in Slow Castings. After that, it won’t matter where I place.
Thirdly, I am making this blog because I don’t know if I even want to continue on Tengaged anymore after this week. Maybe this is just a result from a bad day, but it is what it is. There are a few people on this site (they know who they are) who can contact me on Skype or even the site I normally use to play games (IMDb), where I go by a different username than the one I have here.
But overall, this week on Tengaged has just been too much. We all get angry sometimes, but at least I am writing this to show that I can get over things, but mostly to try to let my emotions out in a positive way rather than make any more enemies than I might already have.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Have a good one.
