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ShayyBayy

Hello, my name is i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing

[1. SELF-CARE]


"Cause tomorrow is another day
All your worries leave your sight
Free your mind
Cause tomorrow is another day
When you feel like moving on
Just stay strong, cause tomorrow is another day"


[2. THE CHASE]


"We fall again, we fall again
We fall again
We fall again"

"Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (Keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own"

"Still, I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down
Cover up with makeup in the mirror
Tell yourself, "It's never gonna happen again"
You cry alone, and then
He swears he loves you"

"I said I'd catch you if you fall (Fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (All)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me"


[3. BLISS]


"Cause I'll be the light when you can't see
I'll be the wood when you need heat
I'll be the generator, turn me on when you need electricity
Some shit start to go down, I'll be the one with the level head
The world could end now, baby, we'll be living in The Walking Dead"

"Under the water you scream so loud but the silence surrounds you
But I hear it loud and you fall in the deep and I'll always find you"

"Come now, surely we can be friends. I know so much about you
I love you. Look at everything I've done for you. You'd be nothing without me. Why don't you answer me? I bet you're busy talking to some fucking slut. Fucking skank. Is she hotter than me? Would you fuck me? Are you gay? You blocked me on Facebook and now you're going to die"


[3. CO-DEPENDENCY]

"Please don't run away
Please don't run away
Please don't run away
Please don't run away"

"Once upon a time, we burned bright
Now all we ever seem to do is fight
On and on
And on and on and on
Once upon a time on the same side
Once upon a time on the same side
In the same game"

"Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's gon' to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found"

"Where'd you go?
I thought we'd last forever
Where'd I go?
I was sinking through the leather"

"Under the water you scream so loud but the silence surrounds you
But I hear it loud and you fall in the deep and I'll always find you"


[4. SUBSTANCES]


"Falling for your red eyes (Red eyes)
Both dying right now (Right now, right now)
Got me back on my old life
You're not my gal
You're not mine, you're not mine
I'm not cool, you're not fine
My last line, they ask, "Why?"
Like they can't die (They can't die)"



[4. DENIAL, LET ME GO or SELF-HATRED and SELF-SABOTAGE]

"Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me"


Maybe I should cry for help
Maybe I should kill myself
Blame it on my ADD baby

Tell me, how's it feel sittin' up there?
Feelin' so high, but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky, does it ever get lonely?

"This is how an angel dies
I blame it on my own sick pride
Blame it on my ADD baby"


[6. RELAPSE]

"Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor
Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore"

Yeah, you bet I know that she ain't
Never give a single fuck about me
Yeah, you bet she know that we ain't
Never gonna be together, I see
Yeah, you bet I go to see you when
I'm feeling like a drum without a beat



Turned to a whole different person, drive my whip
Crash my whip, off the drugs, I’m swervin'
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But the drugs won't hurt me, the drugs won't hurt me

You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke, yeah

But I can't be sober, I cannot sleep
You've got your peace now, but what about me?
Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time

Gently my mind escapes
Into the relaxing world of pleasure
A pleasure that'll take my mind
Off the reality of my life
My past life, life as I know it now
And whatever may come, it slowly disappears
To somewhere in the back of my mind
It will remain there
Until I wish to retrieve it

This mode is incredible
It's out of this world
Too bad I must always leave it
But that's life


[7. REGRET]


Falling for your red eyes (Red eyes)
Both dying right now (Right now, right now)
Got me back on my old life
You're not my gal
You're not mine, you're not mine
I'm not cool, you're not fine
My last line, they ask, "Why?"
Like they can't die (They can't die)

[8. DEPRESSION]

Can you come and find me
Underneath my skin
Promise to be gentle
If I let you in

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if you're ever gonna let me know (Yeah)
Suicide if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah

I'm getting tired of drowning the constant
Cry for help, it's debatable
The only reason that you love me is I'm hated by all
Come on, come see dysfunction

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waiting for
What are you waiting for
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

I find it hard to be myself
I shed my skin for everybody else
You don't know me, what the fuck you mean?
You made me sad and you made me mean

[9. ]


[10. ACCEPTANCE]

So, come on, let it go, just let it be
Why don't you be you, and I'll be me?
Everything that's broke, leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you, and I'll be me?
And I'll be me

There's no need to argue anymore
I gave all I could, but it left me so sore
And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had
I knew, I knew, I'd lose you

Farewell tequila, so long margarita
And Lady Sativa, I hate to leave ya
Don't want the pressure
I don't need a lecture
No, thank you, honey, God bless ya

Face down in the dirt
She said, "This doesn't hurt"
She said, "I finally had enough"
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It’s coming 'round again


[11. GOODBYE]


So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you, so baby, good looking out


Well, Jesus Christ, I’m not scared to die
But I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?

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