CONFESSIONAL
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Alison D. [Armagh Tribe]
This is a really bad situation. If I can't find a valid idol before the vote this game could be over and given to Tipperary. I really did feel like I need immunity, Cam quite actually called me out last tribal council. I KNOW I am being targeted tonight. My alliance is considering drawing rocks, but that is any Survivor players last desperate hope to stay alive in this game.
James narrowly defeating me in the challenge is both aggravating and confusing. Before that happened James was probably the last member of Tipperary I would consider going after, sans Drew, but now he has rather called a lot of attention to himself for no good reason. It was not even my idea to go after Cam last tribal council, I wanted to idol Cam out instead of Keemstar and when that did not happen I was ready to give Cam a pass for one tribal council. But our alliance still did not have the numbers over Tipperary and I thought everyone realized how badly one of them needed to go, even though Paul made just as much sense we did not have the luxury of doing what made sense.
If I am being honest, it makes the most sense to vote a member of my alliance tonight, but if we do that then we just give the game to Tipperary, a tribe which is not playing very strategically at all. I would probably rather vote Cam again at this tribal council, but the alliance is voting Kelly and we need to do everything we can to tie. The only thing Kelly's done that's even remotely noteworthy is waste a hidden immunity idol and make it her mission to vote me out. Neither of which are particularly impressive moves, but at least we are not voting out Drew.