CONFESSIONAL
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Alison D. [Armagh Tribe]
So Erik apparently has this huge plan to idol Newz out of the game by playing the merged idol on me since Tipperary is coming after me for some reason. However, I am leaning towards voting out Honey. Kelly being the only person not to have been to tribal council makes her the least dangerous right now, in my opinion. She should have no allies and nobody who really trusts her to any great extent. Honey, however, has survived multiple tribal councils getting votes each time. People are protecting her.
This game started with 2 med-evacs, if that isn't indicative of something I have no idea what we have been doing this whole time. Then, Madison quit out of nowhere with no explanation at all, so this whole season just feels kind of cheap. What merging has changed is that instead of targeting the people who don't matter, it is now time to go after the people that do matter. Which is why I think it's foolish for Kelly and James to come after me, but I understand it. I try hard during the premerge stage to be a comp beast, so people are afraid of that. However, I have played probably near 50 group games at this point and I have never won once, I rarely make the final tribal council/finals. I just think it is a waste of a vote to go after me tonight.
I think this merge was a bit too early because of the med-evacs and the quitter, and I think that will shape things moving forward. I was there live for the individual immunity challenge, but chose not to play because I just would have thrown it anyway. Winning the first individual immunity challenge is like winning the first Head of Household; a gamble that I am not taking. The funny thing is I was going to vote Erik out if we ended up going to tribal council, now he may just be my biggest ally.