Matt:
Ok, I have a lot of things to say today. Alvaro is gone now and I'm sorry for him. He was playing harder this game contacting others and making alliances than me I guess. It was nice playing with him. I asked him to give me the idol back because I knew he was in a bigger danger situation than me. I must say without him people won't see me that much as big threat in the group scenario, but probably they will see me now as a potential winner, which is bad because I'm going to get arrowed.
ZE'EV DEAL
I made a deal with Ze'ev. He will give me the infos of his group and that's like gold to me. I don't need his vote right now and it's better if we don't vote together to be honest or they will just kick him out and it's good to have him close to me. Nous sommes les Anthropologues in this game. Last day was a day where I tested if he was being honest with me. He told me they were voting Alvaro and I wasn't totally sure I could trust him at this point but they voted him, so now I feel I can trust him a bit more. Even if he betrays in the future, it's nice having him in the game because I like him. In the last immunity, I wanted to write Ze'ev as the answer of the 3rd question (3. Who do you most see yourself hanging out with in real life?) but I couldn't do it because I knew they wouldn't tell his name in that answer. But just know I felt I wanted to have your name as my answer.
Max promised me the idol clue and he didn't give me it right away. Then I asked him again, and he gave me the clues. He also proposed me to give him the clues if I won the immunity and he would do the same. It's hard to believe him because I know he is telling that to many people. Now he is playing the drama character and I don't know with what purpose, but I DON'T HATE YOU MAX. I actually like you and I know you will make fun of me if you win this game after I told you were favorite to get 3rd hahahah I'm not anxious for it, please don't do it.
IMMUNITY
The immunity yesterday wasn't essential for me to stay in the game, but it was essential to allow me to think ahead. Now I can make some moves even if they don't work out very well. Of course I wanted to show people that this immunity was everything to me so they forget about my idols once more. They also don't know if I have the idol or if Alvaro does because I didn't tell anyone besides alvaro until yesterday.
MERGE IDOL
As I said before Max was the first person to give me the idol clues and then Ze'ev gave me them after it. They were the same so I had almost no doubts they were telling me the true. I searched a bit with these 2 clues but I couldn't get it. Then yesterday in the immunity 4 people asked me for the clue (Kim, Cam, Max and Ze'ev). I chose Ze'ev to receive the idol clue in the mail with me so I hope he will trust me more in this game and we can really start to think about a final for us. (I don't think he wants me in the final, but who knows). I sent the other 3 my idol clue but just after I got the idol myself. Max probably thought I gave it to Kim. Cam the same. I don't know what Kim thought about it though. The thing is I got the idol in the first person I checked after I got the 3rd clue :) so it seems I was blessed tonight.
VOTE TODAY
Today I had to tell Kim and Cam I have the tribe idol because I need them to vote with me today and trust me. If they didn't have this info, they would probably turn on each other, so it would be very bad to my and their games. I hope I can get right their vote and I trust on Ze'ev to get this info from. If Ze'ev lies to me, then we are probably going to get fucked over. In the opposite case I'm confident we can make it today and evict one of them, then it would be 4-3 tomorrow or something similar like 5-2 or 3-4. Anyway, my situation in this game is not good.
The guys wanted to vote Zach or Ze'ev out today. I want to keep the Max-Zach duo as long as I can so people can target them.
I wrote too much and I couldn't send it all lmao, so I'm sending here the last part again
VOTE TODAY
Today I had to tell Kim and Cam I have the tribe idol because I need them to vote with me today and trust me. If they didn't have this info, they would probably turn on each other, so it would be very bad to my and their games. I hope I can get right their vote and I trust on Ze'ev to get this info from. If Ze'ev lies to me, then we are probably going to get fucked over. In the opposite case I'm confident we can make it today and evict one of them, then it would be 4-3 tomorrow or something similar like 5-2 or 3-4. Anyway, my situation in this game is not good.
The guys wanted to vote Zach or Ze'ev out today. I want to keep the Max-Zach duo as long as I can so people can target them instead of me. I also know this duo will probably target me but whatever. I proposed to Kim and Cam that we should vote Michael out today. Let's see if it will work. I want Michael out because he is a threat to me in the comps and he is also a wild card to my game. He didn't answer my last question of two days ago, so I don't think he cares that much about the game anyway. In the scenario of having lots of duos in this game, I think he is probably the one that is not seen that much in a duo as the others (Max-Zach, me-Kim, Cam-desh). If I can get him out, the next round would be a 4-3 scenario but with lots of tensions. There is the Cam-Desh duo that people are getting aware of. Kim is also very much liked by some of the people of the other tribe for what I saw but I didn't understand very well the conections.. I don't think people associate me and Ze'ev though so I'll try to keep it as lowcase as posible and I think he has been doing the same so far.
WHY DON'T I KEEP MY IDOLS FOR ME
I could keep my idols with me and get one or two more immunities to reach final 4. I could totally do it. The problem however is that if I do that I'll be with 3 people of the other tribe and they won't allow me to get finals. It's probably pretty much sure I would win in the final vote against them so they would probably evict me if I don't get immunity. I could get immunity but the most probable scenario would be Zach-Max-Michael in the final 4 with me and I would easily lose the comp of this day unless I get lucky somehow. Zach is better than me at comps and the other two are also probably better than me, so it would be very hard for me to reach finals in that scenario. That's the main reason I'm not saving my idols for myself. I need Kim and Cam with me in this journey. Maybe I'll be evicted next and they will survive and make their spot to the finals and if they do I'll be happy about them because they could survive to many things in this game.
Last thing and also important is that if I somehow reach the finals I need to work on my image. Right now I know people see me as a potential winner so they will try to vote me out. My plan to avoid it starts today. Today Michael will be probably mad at me if he gets evicted (also because I'm using my idol on someone else in order to evict him). Next day I'm planning to ask for a friend of the old tribe to make a 'scandale' telling others I have the idol. If people think I have one more idol, they will probably be confused about how to vote. I'm not sure if I'm going to do this last thing, but I'm thinking about it.