Matt:
Will the game be boring or not? We will find this out tonight I guess. If we have a 5-5 vote it will probably become boring, but it might also mean a power shift in the tribe.
I know I'm the main target of the other tribe as they see me as Alvaro sheep? I'm not sure. I can also say that the left players are not that toxic as the left ones (as it seems to be).
Today I made a mistake. I sent Max a screenshot with a red square on it as the one shawn sent in the group chat in the first days. So, if he connects the points, he will find out it was me there in the first print. I fucked myself up, but I already was the vote by there, so I don't know if that makes such an huge impact.
There is a problem I like more to chat with these people than to talk about strategy because I'm so blind in this game. I trust no one and I can't trust any of them because they are basically all new to me. In that case it's frustrating talking with others about strategy when you are blind. I gave my idol to Alvaro for him to protect me as well because I know he has lots of connections in the game (Max, Kim, Deshon).
I think there is a high probability of me going home tonight. I don't think it's smart to vote me out because of my lack of connections and people I could trust on but everyone has his game in its mind and I might be just an easy vote for the day for most of them.
I'm not sure my old tribe will stick together in tonight's vote. I think Alvaro and Kim will be voting in the same person that I'll vote, but I'm not sure mostly about the other two. Cameron was left alone when Colin was evicted so he may be angry about that and he could try to revenge Colin. Brandon is such a wild card in some points because I never understand what he is talking about and what's on his mind. He is probably one of the people I'm talking to the most, but it's hard to read him. People connect me with Brandon and others connect me with Alvaro, so I hope these connections can save me further as I'm not really seeing them that strong as others do.
I feel like I'm stuck in this game, but I'm not sure if others see me that way. I guess some people already printed my image of being a sheeper to others.
I'm probably going to vote for Ze'ev tonight even if I don't know where this name came from. If that was Alvaro's idea or if that was Max's idea. I'll just follow the group and hope I can survive. I'll be talking to the old members of my tribe today in order to make them protect me and see me as a good ally for the future of this game.
I'm sad I couldn't attend to the last immunity competition. My profesor just called me for a meeting when I was already planning my victory hahahaha but it might be good. If I'm going to be the vote now and If I stay in the game, than, maybe, people will see me as a weak player and they might intend to keep me in the game for more rounds.
I'm curious to see who was the person that came up with my name in this vote. I have no idea. I trust no one. Cute Zach please show some love today. For now, I find Maxi a little bit more generous than yesterday but it might be just the water reflections.
That's all. See you soon I hope.