So awesome to sign on (as infrequently as I do) and see mail waiting for me with friends wishing me a happy birthday. That seriously makes my day. I'll send personal mail responses back to all of you! < 3
I can't believe I've lost you little bro :( It still hasn't fully hit me that you're gone from this world, but the world was blessed to have you in it even for just a short period of time. I love you, and I thank you for being the reason I've striven to do more good for others. You will be missed so much and already are
While I didn't know you while you were alive, I was so saddened to hear of your passing. My thoughts & prayers are with your family.
It's cruel when life is lost at such a young age but I truly believe you're in a better place with The Lord & all the angels.
Today was a really hard day Matt. Your mom told me all about your surprise planned for me which you know how much I hated your surprises lol When she told me that, my heart sank bc that was always the plan. I promised I'd come up there to your gravesite, and I'm using all those cards you got me to buy your mom something, so joke's on you, told you I wouldn't use em for myself :P I'm sure you know how hard she's been taking it. You'll have to help me figure out what to get her, I'm glad I'll be able to put them into good use even though you tricked me into them you knucklehead. Why can't you just be here still and everything be the same :/ your cousin has been INCREDIBLE, she really is as great as you said. I know you're probably thumping me for being down, you'd never allow anyone to get worked up over you. You were the best little brother I could have asked for, and I really feel like I took you for granted at times, and I'm so sorry for that Matt. I keep remembering how incredible you were and you going to church to light a candle for my grandfather. I will never forget every little thing you did for me. I'll keep updating you on everything, love you little brother, I always told you you were my guardian angel ha
Rest in peace Matt. from what i heard from other people you were great guy. I really hope you are an angel now and your soul is still helping people. Sometimes life is so unfair but thats how world works. my prayers will be with you. before i start to cry im ending this. R.I.P
So it's your birthday!!! Your fam went out to see you today! They asked if I had anything to tell you, so I'm sure you already got my message from cuz :P I think about you every single day, Matt, this has seriously weighed so heavily on my heart. Love you so much brat, this is still very unreal to me. I'm still planning on coming up there before I move, and you'll be so pissed when I cry like a wuss lol I can't wait to fill you in on everything going on for me, it's my turn to make you proud this time instead of vice versa :') Remember our catch phrase! Ugh it's so hard to be lighthearted too WHICH I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT ALL THE TIME. Just put in a good word to the big guy upstairs for me, I need it. I'm sure this was the best birthday yet for you, do they have that nasty ice cream up there you like? :* Still praying for your family, but they're doing so much better!! Before I get emotional, I'll end this. I love you so much brother, you changed me for the better, and I will never let you forget it. I will be seeing you in a month or two, but until then, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST LITTLE BROTHER EVER!! :) < 3
Ugh I will see you in just a month! I'm excited/dreading it Mr. A. I still have my hard days and keep in touch with your fam, but I think about you all the time. Some days are harder than others, but I remember all your stupid, inspirational, positive quotes -_- lol Love you so much little brother, tell God to leave me a spot in heaven please :P
So I'm sure you know how things turned out :/ I've still been talking to your cousin, and we are still working on how to get me up there at a good time. I know it's not something that would matter to you either way, but you know how important to me this is. Had a very rough week and a half you know quite well! It's been a complete emotional whirlwind, and I will continue to talk to you about everything like a loon :$ You taught me to keep the ones that matter most closest to me, and it's something I should have kicked into my stupid, forgetful brain because I screwed up, Matt. You would have loved to be a part of that whole time too, to ask how things were going, put me in my place, and tell me what to do! xD I would have told you everything and just bragged about it the entire time. I miss your dorky-ness and wisdom :( You always did the right thing and knew what it was, and it seems that it's too late for me to figure out now. Don't worry, I will not give up, but I really wish I had you to talk to about all this, it would mean the world :( Losing you two this year has really taken a toll on me mentally, spiritually, and most noticeably physically. Anyways! A lot of good has happened as well, you like positivity! :P The new job is such a blessing, and I am soooooo happy to have this big boy opportunity! The move went really well, just very exhausting! Changing only for the better now, Matt, and I will not take anything for granted that God has given me. Still praying for your family and talking to you every night. Love you so much and miss you like hell so often you wouldn't believe how tough the days can be. Keeping you close to me always little bro < 3
GAH you've been on my mind so much little bro :S You would be so proud of me! With this new job, I get to volunteer with a private company for abused children like you :$ It is not the same one you worked at, but my boss started this one locally, it is very excellent! So happy to be able to be a part of it, I have you to thank for a big part of this! Thought you'd love to know I am carrying on your legacy :P Also been thinking about the advice you would give me through this rough time, and I know exactly what you would say, and you'd be right! Came to this realization my dear brother, and thank you for sending those thoughts my way! Love you still so much, and I will always remember "the way ya do that thing ya do" baha < 3
Hi , So Uhm i kinda quitted this site or left or whatever the technical term is since even though you left this site there some kinda spell that you still will wind up coming back ...i click something on facebook and it put me back here...
Anyway ...I just heard that uhm you kinda go fly fly or i dont know ...i mean i dont know your religion so i dont know if you go to heaven , got reincarnated , met god , buddha or allah or if your an aetheist youre probably watching a non stop marathon of family guy...which is kinda awesome...anyway
I remember that day when you gift me my dog hoodie
Sure it was a virtual gift ...but i remember spamming for hours begging everyone because i just thought it will be the funniest thing ever! and out of nowhere you came in ...didnt know you ...but the smile you brought to my face that day make me realize...hey...tengaged has angels in it :)
Since then i think we kinda join one game ...you evicted me ...i said its ok ...you promised to gift me ..i said its ok ...i always kinda saw you as the nicest stranger ...you know ....were not friend friends but i always feel like if you do good deeds for someone you dont know like me ...what about for the people you know like mattygeee ....people who have known you personally must be the luckiest bunch of human lifeform on this planet.
i dont know if you can log in on tengaged where ur from but if you do and you read this ...i just hope youre in a happy , comfortable and probably worry free place and that no matter what youre goodness and kindness will always live on :)
im so sorry for your family and friends loss and all i can honestly think of is its hard to find rare nice guys with always good intentions like you
thats why you have to left this planet early before evil gets a hold of you ...they always kinda collect the purest of them all you know ;)
I will Always will be greatful for the hoodie
but i am more eternally blessed and greatful that i got a chance to bump into you!
God I need you back Matt.. My life is very mixed atm!! On one hand, I've been beyond blessed, just absolutely blessed! I have a new, amazing job, I am writing music with a friend to get in the studio, I've gotten an amazing opportunity with photography after this shoot, and I was just offered a modeling job LOL (knew you'd appreciate that last one, following your footsteps eh? xD) But on the other hand, these two big deaths have really torn me to pieces, this kid uses me when he needs me and gives me hell just for fun when he doesn't Lol! Passed out and blacked out you know, and you are not here for me to call! :( Could have told you everything, you would have eased my soul so freaking much!!! :( We were supposed to be friends for life, why did you have to be so selfless Matt :( It has been impossible to keep you off my kind lately, having that prayer circle for you :/ I feel so blessed and strong by who God made me to be and the talents I was given, but so weakened by surroundings! Why the hell are you not here Matt?!! I am closer than ever to friends but also turning down a lot of you know what which I should not but I have a soul! My heart just cannot listen to my head, two completely different messages bc my heart is an ignorant sack of crap! Lol I love you so much, I never thought you would ever leave this earth and I never thought I could handle life without the nicest man I've ever met :/ I wish the best for your family, and thanks for always listening to me throughout the day! :P ttys I'm sure -_- < 3
MATT I EFFING MISS YOU. I think me and the bf (I know :$) are going to NY for New Years if things go right so that will work out!! :) Gah I need you back to talk tooooooo, I can't hardly stand it! Love you little brother, still thank God every day for the time I had with you < 3
Matty you are such a good and real person and friend for writing all of these. He's smiling you from the heaven and so happy that you still care about him.
Oh goodness, thank you chem. I really hope you've been doing well, it's been quite some time since we've talked!
MATT! I only get on here to talk to you now! Thank goodness too, I'm slowly but surely catching up to you in accomplishments xD I'm still no male model like yourself o_o buttttt one day, I'm trying to get your stuff published again with one of my friends :) You shoulda been famous anyways, but yo behind always hated attention -_- I love you Matt, thank you for your blessings
Hey buddy :) "the way you do that thing you do" xD You must be LAUGHING at me being such a creep/dork by writing you on here xD So upset my old phone doesn't have your funny voicemails, I miss hearing my little brother laugh :/ Beg God to give me a spot up there with you, love you bromo < 3
Had an amazing/terrible dream about you little bro, I woke up just completely panicked :/ I really feel like you're trying to tell me something sometimes or maybe I'm just crazy. The latter is more likely :P I wish I could repay you for last Christmas :( I'm so afraid to do deny thing with them tbh, just don't feel right about it anymore. You'd tell me it's silly blah blah, I hate you lol I've grown so much from both your presence and absence, you'll never know how grateful I am for that. Love you and miss you as much as ever < 3
Ugh Christmas is cominggggggggggg. I won't get to text you saying HOE HOE HOE this year :/ You don't know how frustrated and angry I get when I think about you Matt, just typing this now I'm getting upset.. You really were the perfect friend, and everyone saw that in you... Gonna get myself shaking from anger at it.. I just miss you Mister A :/
I didnt know you at all. But just wanted to say rest in peace. Youre in a better place now and i hope this comment helps a bit to remove any of the negative comments that were written on here.
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm dead (dead)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's dead (dead)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout dead
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after dead
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this dead
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering dead
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this dead
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your dead
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my dead
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in dead
We're accidentally in dead
Accidentally in dead [x7]
Accidentally
I'm in dead, I'm in dead,
I'm in dead, I'm in dead,
I'm in dead, I'm in dead,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
HEY man happy birthday can't believe you're 1 year older oh wait you fucking died lmao idiot who the fuck dies in 2017 it's the fucking FUTURE you must be a stupid rat infested fuckhead to die lmao hurricane sandy is my bitch I fuck with her not you pussy
Haha I bet hurricane sandy fucking murdered the shit out of you because you had a shitty haircut look buddy I know you're dead and your hair has probably fallen out but like I COULD give you a coupon to my local barber shop Just send me the coordinates to your grave and/or urn hey @mattygeee you fucking down syndrome loser tell me where you buried allgood
Yikes reading through the comment section was so uplifting until the toxicity that is this site came through
what the fuck gingerpowder how the hell could you be so fucked up #mattygee was using this shit to cope and u legit ruined it that probably crushed him
