I can't believe I can wake up in the morning and actually WANT to go to work, and have fun at work, and have a job where no two days are the same. Am very sentimental ATM but damn I thought this time would NEVER happen in my life.
when having one of the really bad days. I started thinking of how I could have and should have spent more time with my mother as she was dying. How she was alone and scared (even though my mom was rarely scared of anything, or at least ever showed it), and she was dying alone because I had to work a 40+ hour job.
and then feeling guilty about being in my bedroom so much when I was home, when I could have been hanging with my mom in the living room (even though she slept a LOT). I reached out and was honest with my family best friend (cousin) who helped me through the loop - that I had to work to provide for me and my mother, and that I had to have time to myself for my own mental health or I would never be able to take care of her if I didnt take care of myself as well. It helped me so much get over that loop of thought.
being a whale, gullible, pictures posted everywhere regardless of if you even originally showed them on the site yourself or they were found of you, physically made fun of, belittled for your problematic friend groups, constantly made fun of, underestimated, made fun of for liking salads and monster energy drinks, doing the worst in every challenge on tengaged no matter what, having a blog written about you weekly about how you do crack & vicodin,.................
until youve walked a mile in lemonface's uggs, check your privilege, ladies
