- I crashed my car and literally was a HAIR from falling into a massive ditch on the side of the highway, I have to use the money I saved up to go back to school in January to fix it.
- My boyfriend and I broke up (on civil terms) because we're both trying to work on ourselves and it wasn't working out, but we still love each other and care immensely for one another. Not to mention, he's one of the best people I've ever met, and we are literally the same person, except he doesn't carry as much of an emotional baggage as I do. (he's also probably my soulmate, not gonna lie... and everyone who knows me knows how much we love each other)
- I'm actually getting help for things I haven't dealt with in years (which is kind of the reason as to why me and my boyfriend broke up...) to be more loving with myself. Kind of a positive but still a FAT step for me to accomplish.
- All I've done is take 2-hour long baths and sleep.
I'm just a bit insulted that all of this is happening because I just entered my twenties and I already feel like SUCHHHH a fat fucking flop and I have 0 clue as to what I'm doing.
sorry for the rant lmfao i'm just insulted and i need y'all to put me in my place
She's honestly so fake, like genuinely speaking...
All the women on Tengaged are all somewhat sane and gentle individuals, but this old rag really takes the cake for MENTHOL ILL NESS.
She REPORTEDLY even cheated on her real-life boyfriend for Tyler93 a while ago... don't know whether this is true or not, just some tea I saw spilt.
Anyway, she's pushing her thirties and she's a literal crackhead and racist. Her fat ass is still on here harassing teens by being a transphobic and disgusting person, which is sad, to say the least.
Especially BB6 Janelle... People think she's dumb but she's literally so woke, personality-filled and she's kind of a competition queen? So we're gonna stan that, ladies.
And not to mention, casuals love her as well, which is fun to see them enjoy a female for once.
VOTE KATHRYN FOR FAN FAVOURITE SO A WOMAN WINS FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE ELISSA!
Okay so I've been dating this guy for about 4 months. We met after I was phasing through a dark patch of my life, and at first, I was reluctant to letting him in. After a few weeks, I ended up giving him a chance and I, for real, have NEVER been this happy and comfortable with a human being in my entire life.
Fast forward a couple of months, we fought. The fight was instigated by the fact that I was dealing with personal issues, and instead of addressing them to him, I bottled them up. I did that because I was aware he had his fair share of issues and I didn't wanna lay it all onto him. I tried to digest my feelings and past issues (if you know me, you know I have a SHIT life, no exaggeration) so I could invest more in the relationship, but he struck a nerve because I told him to stay home last Sunday instead of coming to see me.
Anyway, he called me and broke up with me impulsively. I was like, so in shock because we've never had any arguments or toxic issues in our relationship before that night. I blew up, and it pushed him back, confirming his decision rather than talking about it.
I'm honestly really like, sad because he's helped me a lot regaining confidence and re-touching with myself, and I can't let go because he's given me way too much positivity compared to the few negatives.
After all of that, we remain friends and have talked every day since the breakup. Although, he's really scared and keeps confirming that his decision is not something he regrets, which makes me so fucking upset.
Anyway, I'm friends with his friends. We all used to hang out, and we still do despite everything. My boyf- well, ex, is a very reserved person and I think his issues derive from not knowing people care about him. It's a really touchy thing.
I miss him a lot. Today we talked a lot more than the past days, and we even hung out with his friends yesterday, and we talked briefly about his problems, which was weird... because we had eye-contact yesterday, and we're used to being over each other, so not having that was odd.
I'm trying to let him know I care, and I regret that I reacted impulsivement and hurt him, because it PAINS me to see him feel sad.
What's worst is that he doesn't talk about anything to anyone. He's that reserved. But today, he opened up a bit to me about how his issues made him grow and he feels like he doesn't need anyone to take care of him, because he can take care of himself like he's always done, which made me CRY but I couldn't let him know, duh...
Anyway, he knows I feel bad and I want him again, but like, I have no fucking clue what to do.
SOMEONE HELP I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT Y'ALL ARE GONNA BE NEUTRAL ABOUT IT.
