- I crashed my car and literally was a HAIR from falling into a massive ditch on the side of the highway, I have to use the money I saved up to go back to school in January to fix it.
- My boyfriend and I broke up (on civil terms) because we're both trying to work on ourselves and it wasn't working out, but we still love each other and care immensely for one another. Not to mention, he's one of the best people I've ever met, and we are literally the same person, except he doesn't carry as much of an emotional baggage as I do. (he's also probably my soulmate, not gonna lie... and everyone who knows me knows how much we love each other)
- I'm actually getting help for things I haven't dealt with in years (which is kind of the reason as to why me and my boyfriend broke up...) to be more loving with myself. Kind of a positive but still a FAT step for me to accomplish.
- All I've done is take 2-hour long baths and sleep.
I'm just a bit insulted that all of this is happening because I just entered my twenties and I already feel like SUCHHHH a fat fucking flop and I have 0 clue as to what I'm doing.
sorry for the rant lmfao i'm just insulted and i need y'all to put me in my place
Entering 20ies doesn't mean you're supposed to pretend you're able to do everything on your own.
Seek for help when you need it.
Good luck and I know you can do it, you're a strong hoe! <3
Admir I'm doing exactly that, it took me a long while to like, digest that I'm not as strong as I think, and I'm assuming that's already enough to start off on :)
We’re the same age and trust me I’m actually unraveling, and unlearning so much stuff everyday. I keep finding out new problems or thoughts circling in my brain. Try to write stuff down too, it helps getting it out of your mind onto paper. All these years I’ve known you, you are a handsome, intelligent, funny and caring guy, we’ve got this. One day at a time, and I’m glad you’ve taken action to heal yourself too.
I like to think your sister was watching over you in that car accident. Please stay safe and drive carefully x
I feel like your 20s is a huge learning curve in life. Mine defo was. Bad things happen for the right reasons. Good luck. Dont let anything get you down.
Keep your chin up, your chest out and try to find the silver linings in everything. Life can be shitty enough without focussing on the worst parts of it x
sometimes we gotta hit rock bottom for things to click in! Not saying this is your rock bottom, and in time you'll see how trivial some of these things are. Kudos for you to be working on your mental health, but you have your physical health and you really have to realize you're luckier than most! Work on yourself and you'll not only be happier, but better things will come your way.
I've usually found that when I hit a big flop moment in my life, it's usually just before a big breakthrough happens and it all ends up making sense (in some way) when the fog clears. Good luck out there, sending positive vibes your way!! <3
