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I still miss you

1stApr 28, 2018 by Icarus_Mark
It's been 2 years now since you've been gone, but even if/though many people have moved on, one thing I will never forget is you, silas86, and how you were not only one of my closest friends I've ever had on this website, I still to this day regard you as the brother I've never had.

Honestly, I don't even know if I have any right writing this since I have tried to continue your legacy and just couldn't fill your shoes.  I still look back upon your memories and I still tell the story of how sweet a soul you truly were, even though the Heartbreakers that used to be a family of people brought together by you have gone our separate ways.  Many don't even know what to say to me anymore, but I still look back on the times I've had with them as well and I still miss them as well.  It just hasn't been the same since you've been gone, but one day, we will meet again, and that is one thing I will always look forward to.  On the day we do Silas, I can only hope and pray that we who are still here today have made you proud.  <3

So to Tengaged, cherish those you still have left in your life, and remember those who you do not have.  Tomorrow is never a guarantee, and in the blink of an eye, we could lose either ourselves or someone very dear to us.  The fact that 2 years have gone by and I still keep Silas on my mind will be a reminder of that to me for the rest of my life.

Tagging some of his closest friends:

Wisconsinite96
megzbl
Teetoo
ASupreme
kyoot
pikasadge
tomdudley
AlissaRose428
STOKES2009
Foxtrot

Comments

He was a good guy for sure.
Rest in Peace
Sent by A_La_Fac,Apr 28, 2018
deep :(
Sent by Hash,Apr 28, 2018
Being part of the Heartbreakers was when I was at my happiest on this site, the Skype chat was so much fun and I felt like I actually had a little group of people on here but now I'm just kinda on my own LOL I speak to people in my mails, that's about it xD Miss Silas and The Heartbreakers! </3
Sent by dandoe,Apr 28, 2018
R.I.P.
Mark you are a great person and I needed that last paragraph, thank you.
Sent by QueenMichelle,Apr 28, 2018
I did not know him but heard from a few people what a great person he was. I am so sorry for your loss Icarus_Mark
Sent by Krisstea,Apr 28, 2018
I remember when i was part of the Heartbreakers Frat way back when. Rip Silas :(
Sent by pizzawithcookirs,Apr 28, 2018
Heartbreakers, forever :( icarus_mark hope you're okay doll. i'm always here <3
Sent by C_Shizz96,Apr 29, 2018
How did he pass away?
Sent by Pookiie,Apr 29, 2018
So missed always <3
Sent by Octopusbubbles,Apr 29, 2018
he was a sweetheart indeed :(
Sent by Minie,Apr 29, 2018
I miss him too

Really nice words
Sent by pikasadge,Apr 29, 2018
its so hard when you lose a friend, nearly 3 years since my best friend died and still think about him daily and what he would be up to now if he was still here. He was like my brother too and everyone he would meet just loved him, so full of energy, was never judging and would talk to whoever didnt matter who you were. He was so fun to be around and i try always to use him as an inspiration in life, like his death motivated me to go off travelling and changed my perspective completely. like we aren't invincible, shit things happen to great people so it is so important to be present each day and do things that make you happy and be kind and make fruitful memories. And as long as we still think of them and all those great memories we shared with them, then they still are living on! Silias is still with you, just in a different way :) Hope youre ok <3
Sent by Oliviaxoxo,Apr 29, 2018
How did he die?
Sent by dwipeouts,Apr 29, 2018
oh this ade me cry and I didnt even knew him. :( I am so sorry to hear that. RIP.
If you will feel alone Icarus_Mark just send me message. You are nlt alone and you still can meet new people...new friends. That's why we are playing this. We all feel somehow alone in our lives. We have to be here one for each other
Sent by BlueZavi,Apr 29, 2018
I still miss him so much ....
Sent by CalebJustLeft,Apr 29, 2018
yawn
Sent by RobbX2,Apr 29, 2018
Oh I remember him, being the president of my first frat, he was very nice guy.
Sent by Ari_,Apr 29, 2018
To those who still pay your respects with me and those who say kind words, thank you.  I really appreciate it.
Sent by Icarus_Mark,Apr 29, 2018
2 YEARS?! omg it feels like yesterday :(
Sent by rosemulet,Apr 29, 2018

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