Just want to write it out. Last few months have been really hard never contemplated suicide so much in my life. I know I'll be fine and everything happens for a reason. I'm desperate to get out of my home state they crushed my dreams in April. I can never forgive my state for what they've done to me. To push me so far as to want to die because they want money and to be unjust. Won't go into details but I know from here there can only be up. 脥sland 茅g er a冒 koma..
