Updated Memorial List.
Those from The Amazing Race who have died:
Margaretta Groark of Dave & Margaretta (Season 1).
Nancy Hoyt of Nancy & Emily (Season 1).
Renee Rogers of the Rogers Family (Season 8)
Lisa Hinds of Lisa & Joni (Season 9).
Bill Alden of Bill & Cathi (Season 19).
Sheila Castle of Rob & Sheila (Season 21).
Jim Raman of Misti & Jim (Season 25).
Kenneth McAlpine (TAR Canada 5)
Those from Survivor who have died:
B.B. Andersen (Survivor: Borneo).
Rudy Boesch (Survivor Borneo).
Clay Jordan (Survivor: Thailand).
Angie Jakusz (Survivor: Palau).
Jenn Lyon (Survivor: Palau).
Ashley Massaro (Survivor: China).
Dan Kay (Survivor: Gabon).
Caleb Blankston (Survivor: Blood vs. Water).
Ralph Kiser (Survivor: Redemption Island).
Gerald Babin (French Survivor).
Cliff Robinson (Survivor: Brains vs. Brawn vs. Beauty).
Sunday Burquest (‘Survivor: Millennials vs. Gen X).
Those From Big Brother who have died
Cassandra Waldon Season 1
Kent Blackwelder Season 2
Nikki Grahame Big Brother UK 7, Ultimate Big Brother, Big Brother UK 16, and Big Brother Canada 4
Sophia Brown BBUK 10
Dustin Diamond UK Celebrity Big Brother Season 12
David Gest UK Celebrity Big Brother Season 17
Theo van Gogh BB VIP1 Netherlands
TK CBB1 South Africa
Gustavo José Fernández GH4 Spain
John Blankenstein BB VIP1 Netherlands
Edilson Buba BB4 Brazil
Ronny Furnes BB3 Norway
Bill Flynn CBB1 South Africa
Gordon Sloan BB1 Australia
Anna Baranowska BB1 Poland
Elmir Kuduzović VB2 Serbia
Stevan Zečević VB2 Serbia
Zorica Lazić VB2 Serbia
Samuel Aronsson BB2 Norway/Sweden
Jade Goody BB3 UK, BB Panto UK,
CBB5 UK, CBB2 India
Filip Kapisoda VB VIP3 Serbia
Adriana Xenides CBB1 Australia
Miriam Rivera BB Australia Season 4
Pietro Taricone GF1 Italy
Cora Berger BB10 Germany
Rebekah Johansson BB4 Sweden
André De Almeida BB9 Brazil
François-Xavier Leuridan SS3(5) France
Isabelle Guillaume SS2(4) France
Ken Russell CBB5 UK
Dim Stoyanov Dukov VIP 1 Bulgaria
Sophia Brown BB10 UK
Sanna Redsäter BB5 Sweden
Goldie (Susan Harvey) BB7 Africa
Karla Álvarez BB VIP2 Mexico
Those From Project Runway who have died:
Wendy Pepper (Season 1)
Mychael Knight (Season 3)
Chris March (Season 4)
Kooan Kosuke (Season 10)
Those From The Biggest Loser who have died:
Poppi (Season 3)
Adam (The Biggest Loser Season 6)
Daniel (The Biggest Loser 7/8)
Damien (The Biggest Loser Couples 2)
Stephen (Season 17: Temptation Nation)
Those from Hell's Kitchen who have died:
Rachel (Season 2)
Keith (Season 2)
Aaron (Season 3)
Petrozza (Season 4)
Jonathon (Season 9)
Jessica (Season 12)
Paulie (Season 16)
Genaro (Season 16)
Those from America’s Next Top Model who have died:
Jael Strauss (Cycle 8)
Mirjana Puhar (Cycle 21)
Kimberly Rydzewski (Cycle 10)
André Leon Talley - judge
Those from Top Chef who have died:
Aaron Grisson (Season 12)
Fatima Ali (Season 15)
Floyd Cardoz (Season 3: Top Chef Masters)
Fuller Goldsmith (Top Chef: Junior)
Mark Peel - judge
Those from Masterchef USA who have died
Josh Marks (Season 3)
Ben Watkins (Masterchef Junior)
Happy, happy birthday DaddyDev!
Happy days will come to you all year!
If I had a wish, then it would be!
A happy, happy birthday to you from me!
Dev, you are a beautiful soul and I am so pleased to wish you a Happy 23rd birthday!
I wish I could give you your heart's desire, but I cannot, so I will simply give you this kind message, a virtual hug, best wishes, and hope that your day is absolutely beautiful!
I found this quote about being authentic on Facebook and I decided to share it and some thought about it with you all...so, please indulge me. Perhaps this includes surrounding myself with more honest people and releasing the ones who haven't the heart to be honest to my face?
I have no use for people who simply choose to walk on eggshells around me or who choose to pretend I don't exist just because they are uncomfortable with the way my Neurodivergency manifests itself. Yes, people have told me this is why I am ostracized, especially more recently.
Yes, it hurts. No, such persecution is not going to stop me from existing as my authentic self, so if you don't like my odd self, you may exit my life.
I don't wish to associate with or love those who hate me. I forgive my haters, but I must set them free that they might rot alone and miserable in the prisons they have made for themselves through engaging in endless, unwavering indifference against me.
Good morning, all. I'd like to gift to you a 'Levitation Workout' that I filmed on Saturday night, but was too busy to post until today. I call this the Levitation Workout because it is meant to levitate your body, mind, and soul to a higher plain and simply make you feel better and free! This workout was done to 'Levitating' by Dua Lipa.
I hope God forgives you for all the harm you cause to others because those you harm repeatedly are either out of patience or are fast running out. I don't know if they whom you have harmed will forgive you once they snap. You've broken so many people and so many hearts that I think there are some who may truly be done with you. I don't know why others think you so entertaining, but you're not funny. Have you ever considered that people are laughing at your absurdity and high levels of social ignorance rather than laughing with you? It's a lesson I had to learn for myself and maybe you are at the point in your life where you need to be enlightened about a few things.
There's a difference, you know. I don't know why you think it's funny to cause hurt to people who have defended and claimed to love you, but you think it funny enough to do it repeatedly even after people have set boundaries by telling you that your behavior isn't funny or acceptable. I wish you would listen to people and the well-intended advice that they constantly give you about how to improve yourself and help yourself be a happier person, but you don't feel like you need to because you think you know everything there is to know about life. When people try to educate you, you should thank them and apply their gifts of knowledge to your life instead of viewing their advice as an attack and responding with attacks against their character, personal life, etc. People give you advice because they care about you and want you to be better. They don't do it to attack you and make you feel bad about yourself. Of course, the narcissistic part of your brain isn't capable of seeing people's kindness as anything but a personal attack, but the good thing about narcissism is that it is curable. Choose to live by helping yourself!
Sweetie, you are barely an adult and you actually know very little about life and life experiences. I think it's high time you listen to people who have had actual life experiences and who have experienced hardship because they are wise and could teach you a great deal. Whenever you have a bad day, you lash out at people who have given their all to care about your needs, your wants, your crazy days, and your meltdowns. This is actually very poor social etiquette and you need to know that while such behavior might work among online gamers, this behavior will not get you anywhere in the real world. When you piss people off in the real world, there are real world consequences and maybe it's a lesson you need to know and understand. If you can't see or understand how hurtful your behavior has become, then I hope you enjoy being alone socially because you have truly exhausted people. You have exhausted me. I am sad for you and sad about the fact that you have fallen this far from grace. You had such potential and I am sad that you are wasting it over behavior that is within your power to change.
Take this letter as an offering of grace and an opportunity to better yourself. You are capable of accepting this grace and fully embracing change if you want to. If you can't change by yourself, I encourage you to seek professional help and there's nothing wrong with doing that. I used to be you and I faced my demons, so it is truly possible to face demons, beat them, and rise above personal ashes to be much better!
I hope, for the sake of yourself and your future, that you will truly look at yourself and see that you need to do and be better.
Since the cast for Big Brother Canada Season 10 has now been announced, I can now reveal that my #Neurodivergent self did apply and obviously did not get accepted! I want to share my #audition video with all of you, so here it is!