but just quite in my head and kinda need to vent idk but I'm just feeling so overwhelmed and confused and stressed cause these waves of depression keep coming and going and it's so exhausting. But when I go to actually ask about it to get a test to see if I actually have depression, she questions me and makes me feel stupid or doubt myself when I can't quite explain my thoughts. So I feel kinda stuck right now and frustrated and sad and tired and so many other things cause I kinda feel like a burden and don't want to be annoying with all this stuff but I feel so lonely at the same time idk
dont know if that made sense lol, I may delete this very soon cause I don't really feel in my right mind rn and may actually regret it but oh well
EDIT: dangg I did not expect this to blow up like it did, I appreciate the kind words and care so much!
Emotions and mental health and depression are all complicated things. Don't feel like you're being a burden, people should be able to reach out to others for advice and to vent when they need to. I hope things get better for you soon, I've experienced a lot of the same, and it can be really hard.
No I 100% get it. And is she your doctor or a parent sorry?
Don’t let someone else make you doubt when you know you are depressed.
It’s hard to not feel like a burden sometimes but those are just the voices in our heads that are full of self doubt. Doesn’t mean they’re true. You are nowhere near a burden to anyone ever
It's ok to talk about your feelings. Things do get better, I'm in a funk as well right now but it's important to remember that there's always hope and always things to live for
💙 don’t ever feel like you’re a burden to others, real friends help those during their most trying times. Healing is a process and it will take time, you will find your light soon just trust in HIS word.
love you so much kirsten!! always here for you also if you need to vent <3 i've been feeling this a lot lately as well, its not easy at all. hugs you so tight
I think you need to talk to a different medical professional to get another look and gain more insight as to what’s going on. I think it would help validate the feelings you’re having at the very least, which sounds like you may need right now (understandably so). My gen practitioner and my psychiatrist communicated to get me well again. Hugs, and giving you all the vibes of strength and happiness.
Love you Kirsten! I’m sorry you’re going through such a hard time and I hope you feel better soon ❤️ Just remember you are a beautiful and wonderful person with so many people around you that love you!
Aww feel better 💖 something I’ve done in the past for poorer MH is keep a journal, or log, and jot in it your thoughts and feelings at any time, the ones you feel you cannot wrote about here or say. This person should never make you feel like that and it may be worth asking for somebody else.
Best of luck 💕
