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Big Brother and online Hunger games.

Continue... Or Quit?

Aug 26, 2014 by AsHe5
imageAll of us can relate to certain points in our life where we reach a crossroads where you can choose to continue playing the game, or quit, and have nothing to do with the nonsense that has been plaguing you and trying your patience. Here's the low-down, if you play on, you are seen as persevering in the face of adversity, you are seen as fighting for what you believe in, you want to achieve where so many others have failed... But... Is it worth it? In the context of a relationship, is that other person really that meaningful to you? If you cut him/her out of life, would your heart split in half and bleed for eternity? NO! There are times, where despite the numerous times you've sacrificed yourself in order to make it work, the other party does absolutely nothing to show that YOU mean anything to them. For a relationship to work, communication is key, and mutual respect of the desires, hopes and dreams of the other person. I personally can't stand knowing that a person I care for would not reach their full potential or live their life to the fullest if I am the reason for holding her back. Love is doing what you enjoy, with someone who respects or admires whatever it is you do. They are along for the ride, and vice-versa, you are also along in the ride of their life.

EDIT: There is also the situation where you love that person that much to know that you have to let them go in order for the both of you to progress. That is true love.

Applying this to my art, I see myself as a half-past six artist. I take a drawing, work at it, and if it does not turn out the way I want it, I start over from scratch when I should be improving on what I already have before me. My beautiful and inspirational Muse got irritated at me and I have to admit, I am irritated at myself too, and that others can see what an idiot I am. I could face a thousand people all slinging mud at me telling me I'm a failure and not bat an eyelid, but disappointing someone who knows I can do better... That's just painful. Emotional pain scar; physical pain is nothing but a flesh wound.

Too long, didn't read? Here's the summarised version: If you've been working at something at something and find that you no longer feel the same, it may be time to evaluate whether it's time to cut off the tether and fly, soar into the sky and burst into the supernova you really are. Believe in yourself, and others will follow suit.

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