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Hey guys! First off I would like to say congrats to both Brandon and Austyn for being in Final 3 and I wish you both good luck! Next, I would like to say thank you to the jury + rest of cast for making this game super fun! No matter what happens, I love you guys.
Alright..so I'll start out like to say that there's just no way I thought I would be sitting here today still in the game. I took a different approach this season and played differently than how I normally would. I usually go into games very outspoken and I try to give 100% into it..but that hasn't worked for me in the past. This time around, I wanted to see if playing UTR would work for me. I didn't really put effort in the challenges and didn't show up to that many. But even though I genuinely was busy some days, I wanted to give off an "idgaf, I know I'm not winning" persona so people would want to sit with me in the end..because they figure I'm not much of a threat.
On original Baikal I made good relationships with Qaz, Daniel, and Brandon..but unfortunately our tribe kept losing and one of my closest allies Daniel went home. I tried to make sure that I created social relationships to get me into swap that way I could survive being voted off on OG Baikal and make it to see another day. Luckily I saved Brandon the tribal that Daniel went home, and that secured me trust with Brandon.
During the swap I secured more trust with Tyler/Lexie and Qaz got me and Brandon in an alliance with him LQ and Will. Even though I flipped on people to vote out JB, people still seemed to trust me.
After that vote (going into merge), I kind of sat in a middle position most of the game. I really tried to save Will, Qaz, and LQ but unfortunately other people lied and they went home. I didn't have to backstab people..and I was a loyal person to people unless someone lied to me first. Once finale [F5] hit, I knew people would see me as a sheep in the end game..so I practically knew I would be in F3 no matter what. That's why I didn't try in the F4 challenge. I also got Brandon to play an idol on me based on the bonds that I made with him. Even when Noah wanted to vote me or Brandon out early on, Tyler wanted me to stay because of the bonds I made with him.
Most of this game, the odds were never in my favor. I was on a losing tribe in the beginning, I had no idols, I was in the bottom during the beginning of merge, and I also voted for people that didn't end up going home. I feel like I had to truly adapt my way through this game to get here.
I guess if I had to put my survivor story this season in like words..I would say that I went into this game to show that you don't have to constantly lie and backstab all of your allies to make it to the end. You also don't have to be a game-bot/immunity multi-winner to make it to the end. If you just use good social abilities and talk to people and secure relationships at the right time, then you can make sure you're not targeted. Also I never had votes against me ever in the game until the vote where Lexie went home..and Brandon played the idol with me.
Anyways, I understand if some of you guys are disgusted with my gameplay and probably don't see it as "sole survivor" worthy..but I hope you guys can respect it! And no matter what, no hard feelings on my end!
Love you guys < 3 and I am sooo open to answering any and all questions! xoxo