Ethan (Brittney) Confessional EP:2
So I'm still liking my tribe rn, and I'm glad in this season I'm probably not gonna stand out as a challenge threat which is usually where I fail. I'm trying to build up relationships with everyone on my tribe and I think it's going okay. No one has made an official alliance that includes me though so idk if they're all dragging their feet on this one or if I'm really on the outside and don't know it yet.
Eoin and I talked a bit about who we like on the tribe and we both kinda share the feeling that Joel is the least connected person and it felt like an unspoken "we'll target him first" agreement.. which we'll see how things go when we actually do go to tribal but I'm not entirely feeling like that's a great idea. Eoin also couldn't make the first challenge and wanted to do this challenge so he could prove himself and promptly got the lowest score on the tribe. Certainly not a bad score at all but it was only evidence of him not being totally inactive as opposed to showing any challenge skill lol
Jesse is also like completely showing he hasn't changed at all from what I remember of him and what people have said about him. Cringe inducing to say the least. He's called me a "New Yorka" like three times at this point and said he LOVES "a good New Yorka". He asked if I was straight and it's like ya I'm a straight dude dabbling on the edge of gender faking on a reality show website like please use common sense here I'm a f*g. He told me I could be his "#showmance
#powercouple" and I'm going along with it with much less enthusiasm than him but like... what am I gonna say "fuck outta here you dirty creep I'm voting you out asap"? Nah I gotta be cool and let him say what he wants to say so that he gives me info while he's still here