I live in the UK, which is a hot damn mess atm due to Covid and whatnot. I don鈥檛 have a job atm as I lost my last one thanks to corona and am now on benefits whilst weathering the storm. However, the job market is trash and so I just cba to actively try to get a job atm. Am I a bum? Lololol. My fear is I鈥檒l get a job and then lose it like a couple weeks later bc of another lockdown or the business going bust or w.e and then have to reapply for benefits and not be able to pay rent etc
Without it feeling so tainted. Think my brain is learning to separate fiction and reality. Still saddens me (especially seeing Naya as it鈥檚 so fresh) but I can finally rewatch and enjoy it for the show that is! 馃挏
And all my sexual urges, desperation and energy have just simply evaporated. I want to apologise to anyone who had to put up with horny!me and my tendency to cyber grope/try and deepthroat y鈥檃ll through a computer screen. Inappropriate and not classy whatsoever.