Logged back on to say Merry Christmas to all my friends and fellow gamers. I hope your holiday or day in general is Magical and filled with lots of love and great company.
Just a reminder that its not about whats under the tree but who is around it. I wish I could have all my friends around mine. Sharing in laughter and hugs and great food.
Well for the most part. I will no longer be in games. I will no longer blog unless its a positive blog. I wont be on to just check in. This site no longer holds the same meaning it once did.
I am missing it already but I am choosing something far more important to me. I have let this site turn me into someone I am not. I am sick of the drama and apparently I have caused someone I love problems and have made this site not so much fun for them.
I am not proud of it. I see a flaw with in myself and am going to fix it because that's that I do.
A quote that hit home for me. This one single message summed up everything " It's like you're so tired of being bullied and hated on that you are becoming it yourself"
That's exactly what happened. I have been bullied my whole entire life and one day I came out and was like fuck this. I refuse to allow it and I turned into someone that was the one with the stick. I'm not proud of that. So I'm going to change it.
Well for the most part. I will no longer be in games. I will no longer blog unless its a positive blog. I wont be on to just check in. This site no longer holds the same meaning it once did.
