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Happy New Year!

2ndJan 1, 2019 by coreyants
imageHonestly 2018 was not the best year. It wasn't horrible, but it just felt like a waste. Towards the end of 2017, I pretty much went through this big event and 2018 felt like a "recovery year". I really don't feel like I had a "decent" year since 2015/2016. I am proud of myself that I have been a vegetarian since August 2017 and that's something I wanted to keep going in 2018 and I achieved that, but idk how to feel about it going into 2019.

To be honest, I have been playing this ORG since the beginning of October. It's final three and I'm so close to final two and the win. I am ready for it to be over because I do think it has taken too much of my time. However, I am so grateful for all the new people I met. I'd like to thank Holder, Hash, & DaddyDev for keeping me sane the last couple months. Moreover, I do realize I host/play a lot of skype games as many people probably know with my "Hosting Anarchy/Pink Box @ 10PM EST" posts. I do thank my mini followers & fans, but I do think it's time to not necessarily take a "break", but to host much less than usual.

Ever since I came back from South Korea in September 2016, I feel like my life has been on pause and 2019 will change. But only if I get off my ass and do something about it. I am going to be 25 at the end of April and I'm not content where I am right now in life. The only person to blame is myself. I DO NOT believe in "new year resolutions". But I do believe in short term and long term goals. Procrastination is not going to be an excuse anymore.

I do think it's hard because I've grown apart from a lot of IRL friends. And most of my friends I felt closest with are just far in distance especially since graduating college and living abroad, so I do think sometimes it's just hard to keep in touch. I've used TG folks as an outlet socially and I think it's fine to have online friends obviously, but I do think I need a better balance and "offline time" may be that.

Overall, I am not a fan of New Year's and I kind of loathe January, but I am ready for some change in my life. I really do believe in predestination in a non-religious way, but my future isn't going to change in itself. I need to make my Mr. Ants a priority right now and not Pink Box 24.

I am wishing my friends and the TG community a great 2019.

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Comments

happy new yr bro
Sent by BengalBoy,Jan 1, 2019
“ I DO NOT believe in "new year resolutions". But I do believe in short term and long term goals. Procrastination is not going to be an excuse anymore.”

You go coreyants! Kick 2019’s Ass.
Sent by TaurusMoon,Jan 1, 2019
Happy New Year:)
Sent by Tyler93,Jan 1, 2019
Happy new year! :D
Sent by Etienne,Jan 1, 2019
:)
Sent by EliOrtiz1234,Jan 1, 2019
<3
Sent by DaddyDev,Jan 1, 2019
wish you the same <3
Sent by Minie,Jan 1, 2019
Happy New Year Corey!
Sent by BlueLagoon506,Jan 1, 2019
wooow corey :(
Sent by PureEssence,Jan 1, 2019

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