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Why I Left (& Why I'm Coming Back)

5thMar 15, 2020 by _JB_
Hey guys,

It's been a few months since my somewhat dramatic exit from the site after leaving the Final 11 of Cutthroat Big Brother 10 hanging without finishing the game.

During the game, I made a few hosting errors and I did not know how to find a solution to benefit all of the players involved. It got to the point where I felt a solution could not be met, so I made the irresponsible decision to run away and end the game. It's a decision I definitely regret and I cannot apologize more for.

To those affected by my poor decision-making, I am very sorry.

At the time, I was in the first week of my final semester of college, which is crazy! I started this site in the 7th grade and it has been with me through so many ups and downs. I realized how much time I was spending on TG with hosting Cutthroat and that I was not spending as much time on my real life.

Since taking a TG break, my life has improved. I started going to the gym a lot, lost a bit of weight, focused on school (which feels like a job), and can say I made so many new friends. I don't think that leaving TG is why all of these things happened, but I can say that it allowed me to focus on different aspects of life.

I began hosting group games at first because I enjoyed it a lot. It was fun to create and produce exciting games that people would spend a good amount of time trying to do what they could to win. I was very proud of that and I wanted to improve the quality of my games and my brand of games as much as I could.

It then turned into a point where I began hosting because I noticed that there was a strong group of people who really enjoyed my games. I was giving other people joy or an escape from the real world by creating a game, and I felt that was special. So, I tried to crank out as many games as I could.

I got to a point though where I was focusing too much on my games and not remembering why I began hosting in the first place -- because I enjoyed it.

Leaving my game adrift was my lowest point of hosting, and there were definitely some lows, but I felt absolutely terrible about my hosting skills and my game and brand as I was on my way out.

I don't want that to be the end of my chapter here.

I'm coming back because I believe now I have a more perfect balance. The ongoing pandemic has cleared up a lot of time in my schedule (and I'm sure many others) and I want to begin a new chapter.

I want to come back doing something that I love while also giving that for others, because times are coming up where we could really use an escape. I hope that my return can do that for me and hopefully some of you. If I can do that, I can smile.

I haven't decided whether I'm looking to do Cutthroat Survivor Generation II, Cutthroat 2020, or both. I think that decision should be made by the players. So, please give me feedback in the comments, in my Inbox, or to my Skype.

I hope to host you in a game very soon!




Welcome back! life's okay.
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Sent by Pokepat,Mar 15, 2020
i just want The Amazing Race from u plz and thx
Sent by purplebb4,Mar 15, 2020
Obviously both Cutthroat 2020 and Gen2! So excited to see you back!
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I missed you <3
Sent by Calypso,Mar 16, 2020
Welcome back king
Sent by TheSexiestDude990,Mar 16, 2020
lol this is so dramatic
Sent by Lalisa,Mar 16, 2020
wow oh my god wow omg
Sent by MrBird,Mar 16, 2020
This sounds like a YouTube story time
Sent by Fetish,Mar 16, 2020
girl shut up
Sent by Absol,Mar 16, 2020
Glad you're back and slaying life!!!
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