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I'm Stuck

2ndSep 28, 2018 by Yoshitomi
The problem with Yoshitomi is people don't see me as a person. It's become a reputation, an encyclopedia of pointless Tengaged knowledge, a not-Moderator-but-probably-is.
   
My name is Henna. There is a person behind the avatar.
I may have an artificial lense in my eye and metal plates in my leg, but I'm not a robot. I'm a human.
     
I struggle to reach out and say hi to people because I overthink everything.
- What if they think I'm trying to use them?
- What if they try to use me?
- What if I offend them by saying something wrong?
   
I'm a flawed person. The reason I made Deaver all those years ago was to have an escape option and not be stuck with the Yoshitomi stigma that I'm responsible for.
   
I had a feeling back then and I feel it again. 😖

Comments

I don’t really understand but you go girl!
Sent by Fetish,Sep 28, 2018
Thanks Fetish 😁
Sent by Yoshitomi,Sep 28, 2018
No one is better than another person. You just happen to be a very lovely, pleasent person to talk to. Everyone has flaws! ❤️ Henna
Sent by zachbbs,Sep 28, 2018
BUT I LOVE YOSHITOMI mushroom head :P <333333
Sent by Minniemax,Sep 28, 2018
Chill. You’re fine. I think more than anything you need to remember yourself that there is a disconnect between Yoshitomi and Henna. Once you really embrace that separation, you won’t worry about what others think about the differentiation.
Sent by KrisStory,Sep 29, 2018
you're sweet
Tengaged doesnt matter, dont overthink things
Sent by Orlando652,Sep 29, 2018
You're great as Henna, you're great as Yoshitomi and you were clearly great as Look_Out_Behind_You! ;D You're not all separate things, you're all the same silly yet intelligent and amazing person. Making mistakes and being flawed doesn't take away from you being that person, that's what makes you human. Making mistakes is awesome, it gives to room to grown and learn about yourself. So don't be afraid to be yourself, being perfect 24/7 is tiring as well as boring xD We don't want you to be responsible or to be the tengaged poster-gal, just do whatever makes you happy, Yoshitomi is only an icon because of the amazing, kind brain behind her, and that's Henna! Queen of the Pokemon and tengaged! You're deffo a robot btw
Sent by dandoe,Sep 29, 2018
Me at krisstory
Everyone has feelings and she isn’t bugging out for you to tell her to “ chill “.
She’s human and wanted to vent.

Sorry but I HATE when someone pours out a little emotion and gets told to “chill”.
Sent by EyooMarcus,Sep 29, 2018
I love you girl don’t give up!
Sent by BigBrotherSuperToMe,Sep 29, 2018
loves me some Yoshitomi
Sent by XxLoveWakizaxX,Sep 29, 2018
What Kristory said...Separating personal from character works wonders but isnt always the easiest...Everything I have learned about you over the years (granted its little bits) is awesome...
Sent by NexusCain,Sep 29, 2018
LOL @ "I may have an artificial lense in my eye and metal plates in my leg, but I'm not a robot. I'm a human". I, being 75937563748, am a robot, don't act like its a bad thing. ;)

You're respected here, but don't overthink your interactions. I'm sure on this website ppl don't really use anybody, except maybe for gifts, but I don't think anybody would use you for that :)
Sent by 75937563748,Sep 29, 2018
queen of having such an iconic personality that she became known as the yoshitomi "persona" instead of a real human being with feelings and emotions
Sent by Absol,Sep 29, 2018
eyoomarcus I think you’re the only person tripping about me saying “chill.” It wasn’t meant to be rude, it was meant to mean calm down and don’t worry about it! I was also just providing my insight on the situation.
Sent by KrisStory,Sep 29, 2018
confirm that you are not a robot!
Sent by Katherinee_,Sep 29, 2018

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