Sad, depressed, disappointed about myself. I feel that I should just leave this website for a while. I feel that I deserve to be removed from one of the most trustworthy people on this site. Why? Do you ask?
Yesterday I joined my friend’s TopChef’s 100th game. A few of my other friends joined as well I told them I was helping TopChef win her 100th game. They all agreed to help and so did most of the other people. The game was going good and I was happy to be in my 1st 100th game. Then on day 5 the game started getting dramatized and spiralling downwards.
Day 5: I win HOH. I automatically nominate BigPimpin & Sokerstar because I hadn’t talked to them and Soker had nominated me the day before. Big wins POV, which leads me to nominating NicholasDavies as the renom, which I felt bad about since he had asked me for an alliance. Big gets upset and decides that he’s gonna hold the vote. So everyone including myself is all upset with him.
Day 6: I go offline from getting tired of waiting and I find out when I come online that I’m nominated again. Luckily for me I was saved. During the time I was nominated big had told me he had saved me. We started talking and he told me he was sorry for holding up the vote on the day before.
Day 7: Being myself and not being able to hold grudges against people I forgive him for ruining my friend’s 100th game. I nominate 2 of my friends 1 of them being the person with the 100th game. Here is what I thought was going to happen…. Everyone would have voted and we would just randomly nominate someone, and when TopChef came on she’d see that she made it to final 4, but instead I made a fool of myself. I feel mad at myself… I know everyone in that game is disappointed in me. I feel like what I did was 10xs worst then what KingMac1 did. First of all King only ruined a charity game and there’s tons of those. I on the other hand destroyed a 100th game and each player only gets one of those in their Tengaged lifetime, and to make matters worse they were my friend. For what I did I deserve to be one of the most hated people on here, but what I do know is… there isn’t gonna be 1 single person on here that hates me more than how I hate myself right now.
NotAfraid, I am not upset with you. I understand where you were coming from. Bigpimpin has a way with words and makes false promises he cannot keep. Believe me, you did not ruin my 100th game. Bigpimpin, brookie, and anfx did that. I have no hatred towards you, and I greatly appreciate you helping me during my big game :D
I was in someones 100th game.
I ended up being backstabbed by that person.
10th game...100th game..who really cares?
damn. Unless im friends with the person they can suck it. Ill do what i please kty <3
Sad, depressed, disappointed about myself. I feel that I should just leave this website for a while. I feel that I deserve to be removed from one of the most trustworthy people on this site. Why? Do you ask?