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Ok I'm sorry

Dec 20, 2018 by Kob3Sm1th
this blog isn't really being written for responses. I'm more so just writing this because I hate not expressing myself, but I have a hard time expressing myself to my close family/friends.

Anyways, I'm having a really hard time this holiday season, and tonight was probably the roughest so far. I can handle constant depression, but the extreme fluctuation of highs and lows, day-to-day, has really been bothering me. December is a month of togetherness, but I feel like I'm constantly rejecting it. It's a very selfish thing to say, but it's hard for me to see so many families, couples, and people so damn happy everywhere I go, while I physically struggle to feel the same way. I guess it just sucks, because I know a lot of depressed people "fake it 'till they make it" and act happy, which works for them, but I can't do that. I know 'being true to yourself' is a technically a good quality, but it is also my downfall in some aspects, as although I am staying true to who I am...I feel like I just generally don't care for myself.

Anyways, I just needed to type all of that out, and I apologize. I don't like feeling like the grinch lol so I will most likely be deleting. Goodnight.

Comments

Love you Zach! Hope things start looking up.
Sent by owlb0ned,Dec 21, 2018
idk you but u can msg me whenever and ill try and help
Sent by Darbe,Dec 21, 2018
:(
Sent by Etienne,Dec 21, 2018
relatable. even though i do feel like a grinch tbt
Sent by YoundAndReckless,Dec 21, 2018
Owlb0ned <3

Darbe I appreciate it. Wish you the best.
Sent by Kob3Sm1th,Dec 21, 2018
I 100% get this and have been feeling the same way. Im here if you ever need someone to listen to you without judgement

Wishing you all the best  Kob3Sm1th
Sent by turney1805,Dec 21, 2018

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