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Life Update

1stAug 22, 2020 by Kob3Sm1th
Hey y’all....not that I have that many people on here that still think about me...but I just got a few things I need to get off my chest.

These past 2 years have been some of the toughest years of my life, and I’m really proud of myself for pushing through, but it’s very hard at times.

Over the past 2 years I’ve dealt with the loss of family, worsened anxiety with increased dosages of medication, a break up from a long term relationship, control issues with my type 1 diabetes, and now most recently COVID.

2 weeks ago today, two of my roommates randomly tested positive. We have been quarantining in our house with the exception of grocery shopping/getting gas/etc, so I’m not sure how it got into our house. After they tested positive, I also got tested of course. I have now had it for about a week now, with minor symptoms (small fever/sore throat/sore muscles/headaches/chills). This is the same situation for one of my other roommates as well.

That leads me to my other roommate, who is arguably my best friend. He has currently been hospitalized for 9 days now, and he’s been in a coma for 6 days while on a ventilator. This virus is fucking real and I wake up every day scared that he won’t be able to fight any longer.

Honestly, I really just need him to be okay, because I honestly don’t know if I can take any more.

Sorry to vent again. I feel like I leave for days/weeks, and then come back just to vent. But I just feel comfortable doing it here. I apologize if it’s annoying, but it helps me.

Comments

sorry to hear that, best wishes for ur friend
hope things turn around for u!
Sent by Darbe,Aug 22, 2020
OMG i am so sorry <3
Sent by BlueLagoon506,Aug 22, 2020
:( praying for your friends
Sent by IceBeast,Aug 22, 2020
I love you zach and I hope you get through this
Sent by konohavillage1,Aug 22, 2020
sending good vibes man
Sent by thewinner,Aug 22, 2020
I can relate to this. I will send a prayer for your friend and for your own health. All you can do is remain positive don't let the fear get to your head as it'll stress you out and make you more sick. I'm sorry job ❤️
Sent by Timster,Aug 22, 2020
Keeping your friend in my thoughts. Stay strong
Sent by Piddu,Aug 22, 2020
I'm sorry to hear this Zach, best wishes and hopes. Try to stay optimistic even this seems incredibly rough. Hoping for the best here.
Sent by turney1805,Aug 22, 2020
love you
Sent by obscurity,Aug 22, 2020
zach im so sorry you're going through that rn :( i hope everything gets better soon
Sent by jacksonjoseph99,Aug 22, 2020
Some nostalgia seeing your name. Stay strong
Sent by smi9127,Aug 22, 2020
I am so sorry!
Sending prayers for you and your friends xoxo
Sent by gagaluv,Aug 23, 2020
Everything is gonna be okay!!
Sent by David2560,Aug 23, 2020
Awwww Zach. Sorry to hear about this. I wish you nothing but the best

Let me know if you need someone to talk to! My pms are always open and my Skype is sjsoccer88 if you’d rather talk there
Sent by sjsoccer88,Aug 23, 2020
wow zach please take care of yourself. I pray for a speedy recovery for both you and your roommate. I love you.
Sent by Patrick319,Aug 23, 2020
Hope your friend feels better and pushed thru x better days are coming
Sent by XxLoveWakizaxX,Aug 23, 2020
ily  :(
Sent by brookie_cookie,Aug 23, 2020
yet all these karens think "it wont happen to MY family" and want to open schools lmfao rip
Sent by brookie_cookie,Aug 23, 2020
Sorry to hear :( sending good vibes <3
Sent by J2999,Aug 23, 2020
You're so awesome
Sent by Danger,Aug 23, 2020
omg zach ilysm and my heart goes out to you!!!
i'm always here if you need a friend message me on fb or snapchat

its jess owlb0ned
Sent by brightongal,Aug 23, 2020
sending positive energy your way. so sorry to hear this <3
Sent by franzella,Aug 23, 2020
sending positive energy to you and your friend, really hope yall can survive this and stay strong :( <33
Sent by BritishRomeo17,Aug 23, 2020
Damn, I was wondering how this ended up going and was hoping no updates were a good thing. Sending good vibes to your friend and you, my diabetic brotha. <3
Sent by Fritzyyyyy,Aug 23, 2020
argue this rperduex11
Sent by Memphis_Grizzlies,Aug 23, 2020
Thinking of you lovely ❤️
Sent by PrincessTeePee,Aug 23, 2020
<3
Sent by MichelleObama,Aug 23, 2020
Hello! I'm hosting a snapchat big brother game :) if you would like to play please let me know or email me your username :) it'll be fun
Sent by juan0316,Aug 23, 2020

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