Hey y’all....not that I have that many people on here that still think about me...but I just got a few things I need to get off my chest.
These past 2 years have been some of the toughest years of my life, and I’m really proud of myself for pushing through, but it’s very hard at times.
Over the past 2 years I’ve dealt with the loss of family, worsened anxiety with increased dosages of medication, a break up from a long term relationship, control issues with my type 1 diabetes, and now most recently COVID.
2 weeks ago today, two of my roommates randomly tested positive. We have been quarantining in our house with the exception of grocery shopping/getting gas/etc, so I’m not sure how it got into our house. After they tested positive, I also got tested of course. I have now had it for about a week now, with minor symptoms (small fever/sore throat/sore muscles/headaches/chills). This is the same situation for one of my other roommates as well.
That leads me to my other roommate, who is arguably my best friend. He has currently been hospitalized for 9 days now, and he’s been in a coma for 6 days while on a ventilator. This virus is fucking real and I wake up every day scared that he won’t be able to fight any longer.
Honestly, I really just need him to be okay, because I honestly don’t know if I can take any more.
Sorry to vent again. I feel like I leave for days/weeks, and then come back just to vent. But I just feel comfortable doing it here. I apologize if it’s annoying, but it helps me.
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sorry to hear that, best wishes for ur friend
hope things turn around for u!
I can relate to this. I will send a prayer for your friend and for your own health. All you can do is remain positive don't let the fear get to your head as it'll stress you out and make you more sick. I'm sorry job ❤️
Damn, I was wondering how this ended up going and was hoping no updates were a good thing. Sending good vibes to your friend and you, my diabetic brotha. <3
hope things turn around for u!