Is that the relationships you make with people can be just as strong as the relationships you have with the people you see every day. In 7th grade I had no friends and in school I was known as that kid who didn't talk. I was far to shy for my own good and nobody got to see who I was. Making online friends (not on here but on another forum) made me realize that I had a personality that people might actually like. I made my first group of friends once I got to high school with this new confidence I made from making online friends and at least 2 of the people I met online 7 years ago are still my friends that I talk to all the time.
What sucks about online friends though is that you can think you have such a strong friendship with somebody yet they have no problems completely shutting you out of their life making you feel kinda worthless.. 2 times now it has happened with the people I have considered to be my best friends on this site.
Wanted to thank those of you that actually do care about me, because I am sure that some of you could turn out being good friends of mine for a long time :)
I am looking to binge watch survivor all weekend hahah
Give me your knowledge on seasons worth watching.
As of right now I have only seen Cagayan and this season, but I want to see better!
I am currently watching Pearl Islands because I was told its good
Comment the seasons that are really good and the seasons that are skippable? :D
I am planning to drink later and I always love doing these when I do but I get to a point where I am no longer drunk and it is just sober opinions again. SO pyn now and I will do these later when I am drunk haha. You will get something most likely heartfelt because I am a loving drunk. If I don't know you I will probably still say something fun. So PYN.
EDIT: ALSO JUST FOR FUN WHEN I DO IT I WILL KEEP A COUNT OF HOW MUCH I HAVE HAD. UNLESS I FORGET TO LOL
Update #1: 6:16 PM I am drinking a sweet tea with one shot of Southern Comfort. Not drunk enough to write opinions yet
UPDATE 2: Ummmmm like 5 shots in total but i havent drank it all yey its still in my cup
UPDATE 3: DRUNK I WILL SRTART NOW
CheapCheep : BROOOO i really like you!!! we were in a rookies once and you voted me out i think haha but i mean i really liked you :p letsd talk more dude! i remember in our rookies you were the one person i didnt feel betrayed by so YAY
XxHeroxX : YOU SEEM REALLY SWEET !!!! NEVER MET U BUT YOUR USERNAME IS FANTASTIC ITS LIKE THE MARIAH CAREY SONG
SmoothStalker12 : I almost just tagged you as "@BRO". Anyway bro, you aklwnowlefged me today and i love you for that. You seem like a really cool guy and i really wanna become like legit friends with you haha. you didnt answwer my snapchat tho :[
Delete2544 YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD BECAUSE YOU HAVE DONT HUG ME IM SCARED 3 ON YOUR PROFILE GOD BLESS YOUUUUUUUUU
iqura idk you im so sorry but your avi is absolutely perf
BrendonByrne you are ranked 24th so congrats!! you seem like a pretty great guy!
lewisC lewis you know how i feel about you. you are one of the people that has shown me that they give a fuck about me and i seriously appreciate you for that because it has helped me with what i have been going through, and i could not be any more appreiciative of you. You are always there for me and you know ill always be there for you in return
magge555550101 your username has SO MANY LETTERS. but youre cool =] we dont talk much tho :[
ImGonnaWin we have worked together like once :p you were very loyal and nice!!!
UPDATE: GETTING PIZZA BTRB
Oliviaxoxo youre super sweet but you dont talk to me anymore and i keep getting lower and lower on your friends list :(
Guigi I love you like seriously. We have so much fun in games you are always the best to talk to. One of my best friends but idk your name tbh LOL DO YOU HAVE ONE THAT I DONT KNOW? and do you hve skype?
ParvatiS YOU ARE MY GIRL! WE DOMINATED CONNORS SURVIVOR TOGETHER BUT IDK IF WE HAVE EVEN PLAYED TOGETHER OTHER THAN THAT! we gotta dominate some games together girl youre so great
Arris youre pretty cool and in my frat but you dont talk to me :/
Samhuss I know you are friends with my best friend Dinosaurdan who hasnt been online in forever... that was the only way i knew you :/ at least i think i have the right person....
Tetsuya OMFG YOUR NAME IS SO FAMILIAR IDK WHAT IS THROWING ME OFF, MAYBE YOUR AVI LIKE I KNOW I FUCKING KNOW YOU THIS IS BOTHERING ME!!!! i cant remember where i know you from but if i remember ur name its a good thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nathan132 I think I have played/workwed with you before?! you were loyal unless it wasnt you hahah you seem like somebody i would try to beome friends with tho
Carriexoxo24xo oh my goodness idk where to staart. youre so wonderful always :) sweetest person ever as well as absolutely HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!
JonMcGillis idk yu but IM AN INTROVERT TOO!!!! I EVEN TOOK A CLASS IN COLLEGE CALLED "PUBLIC SPEAKING FOR INTROVERTS"!!! WE MUST BE FRIENDS SIR
update: just fell asleep while writing
I typed up a good 5 more, and my internet died so i have to redo it -____-
tyler93 you know how i feel about you bro, i wish we were closer but hopefully thatll happen haha i made you an awesome video but it wouldnt upload to photobucket ill hafta do it when im more sober or soemthin. or ill try todo it soon. anyway, youre one of the only people on here that really seems to care about me so thanks so much ty
LucyMcG1 you were on my survivior tribe and i think ur in the rookies charity i am in! everybofy seems to love you so i think i need to find out what the greatness is!!! i feel like im missin out! lets talk :)
Oysterman11 you dont talk to me anymore and you moved me down on your friends list :[ lol talk to mehhh
noraw6842 I dont know you but i want to blah blah blah for that. it is a song but idk the words. point is i wanna know you.
o_Elle_o idk you and your profile doesnt give me much info except i am jealous that youre tv star vongrats gurl
panda6785 you were on my survivor tribe once!!!!!!!!!!!! i like pandas!! they are cute so youre cute bye
Lennon my first facebook friend!!!! youre so awesome dude but i never see you anymore! so happy to be seeing you right now! AHHH
Jordan009 I skyped you but i couldnt talk cus im a mute jk lol but i couldnt talk much cus i am awekward on skype calls so ya haha you are in the same charity as me tho!
PureEssence YOU. ARE. A. QUEEN. as long as you are who I remember you as!! you were so sweet!!!!
Phenomanimal 3RD RANK GO YOU!!!!!!!!! I have never played a game with you or even talked to you but you are so high ranked that i bow down to you
Insanity my first tv star friend. you also came close to being my first tengaged meetup but stuff happened and you canceled :( i miss you
#laughingoutloud we were in multiple games together like group games i think your name is garrett. right? you werre in joeys big brother game!!! maybe? IDK OKAY?! I have nothing bad to say about you either way!!!
#KickAss93 Idk who you are but you seem really great as a person!!!!! i assume you were born in 93? youre older than me :[
#CarsonWorld I have absolutely no idea who you are I AM SO SORRY BUT TO BE FAIR EVERY CARSON I HAVE EVER MET HAS BEEN REALLY COOL
#Temeky I am gunna add you on stuff cus I looked at your profile for about 10 seconds and you seem amazing hahah
#rohanchaubey You are pretty great even tho we dont usually work together but im pretty sure we are on a good basis which is goooooooood unless you like hate me and idk
#XxLoveWakizaxX Oh wow I played one game with you and I loved you! Even though you voted me out which i dont always take lightly thats just how awesome you are
I HAVE FINISHED THE CURRENT NAMES AND I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW.
Don't even get me started on fricken Idaho because I will and HAVE rambled to people on and on about it. Everybody that really knows me knows that Idaho is the one place I would really want to live and for whatever reason I see it as like my dream home. If I don't go there before I die I will be so unhappy.
P.s. IT TOOK ME 4 FUCKING TRYS TO TYPE THIS UP ON MY IPAD BECAUSE I KEPT ACCIDENTLY CLICKING ON SOMETHING ELSE BUT IVE GOT THIS SHIT COPIED AND PASTED NOW. You see it's true, I can ramble over and over about this dang state..
I don't even know what the purpose of this was I'm tired
I will post something embarrassing about me or just something I don't typically tell people.
Idea inspired by my bud forest_knight
10 likes- When I was little I was obsessed with fear factor and played it by myself. This included one time attempting to drink the soap from blowing bubbles..
20 likes- I was a hardcore loner in middle school and people thought I was incapable of talking
30 likes- From like age 4-10 I was obsessed with anybody that had long hair male or female. If you had long hair I automatically liked you
40 likes- I used to try and write songs. They all sucked cus I was like 9. I then tried to sing them.
50 likes- If I wasn't going to be a famous singer, all i wanted to do was be a dancer but my mom wouldnt let me take dance lessons claiming I had no rhythm :(
60 likes- I one time got locked in a library. I was so quiet that they closed with me still in it. I set off the alarm when I left and the cops came c:
70 likes- I really wanted to be cool in 8th grade, so and I figured I needed to wear a baseball cap. I went to the nearest CVS and bought a hat with the name of my town on it..
80 likes- In middle school, the only friends I had were online friends
90 likes- I didn't seem to know what personal space was. There are pictures of me hugging my friends and it looks like I am literally choking them...
100 likes- Shania Twain was my first concert. I bought a Shania Twain t-shirt and wore it to school and all the kids made fun of me :(
110 likes- For a very long time I thought that rape was what it was called when a cowboy had a lasso and tied it around somebody
120 likes- In 8th grade I was watching Family Guy and I called my mom into my room and asked her what a boner was because I heard it said on the show..
130 likes- For the longest time I made my password for everything "Forehead"
140 likes- I used to have a big problem with peeing myself from laughing too hard
150 likes- I didn't know where babies came from until maybe freshman year simply because I never cared enough to ask..
160 likes- Last year there was a night when I was very drunk and woke up in the bathroom of my college with my pants missing o.O
170 likes- I used to pretend I was texting my friends when I was in public by myself when in reality I had no friends :P
180 likes- The first time I rode a 4 wheeler I mistaked the gas for the break and crashed it into a tree
190 likes- The thought of tying my shoe gives me anxiety because I don't like to bend over
200 likes- I have more guilty pleasure music than I think I have music that I am proud to like
210 likes- I always used to steal my moms alcohol and fill it with water to make it look like nothing changed
220 likes- In 8th grade there was a time I thought I had friends because I would creep into other peoples conversations, until one day a girl Elana was like "Who even are your friends" and I was sad.
230 likes- I was deathly terrified of robbers when I was a kid. I could not sleep.
240 likes- During a storm one night I was terrified to turn on my lamp cus I was scared it would hurt me somehow
250 likes- During my very first date freshman year, my girlfriend's mom didnt know where she was and she came into the restaurant and dragged her out...
260 likes- Didn't have my first real kiss (aside from truth or dare) until last year :P
270 likes- It seems that anybody from the ages 2-13 love me and idk why, maybe its cus I am truly a child
280 likes- There was once a time that I laughed so hard that I threw up..
290 likes- One day I was so scared that a robber was going to come into my house, that I snuck into my moms room to make sure her pepper spray worked. After spraying it into the air I walked through it and my eyes started burning and I cried
300 likes- I was never a sports person at all, in fact I am probably the most uncoorinated and unathletic person on earth
310 likes- I recently worked at a factory, and was on machines for hours at a time (12 hour shifts) and I realized that the machines were loud enough to down out my humming. I hummed full albums haha
320 likes- In 8th grade I thought it was cool to like rock music, so I bought band tees but I never knew the bands :p
330 likes- I won most quiet in my middle school year book, and for the picture I did the rock on sign, but I put my hand sideways as if I was trying to be like a gangster or something
340 likes- On sims 3 I used to make American Idol haha. I would get like 8 groups of 8 sims and "Audition them" and make them go through rounds and then make them go through the "finals". This was all just for my own entertainment though!
350 likes- Last night I had a dream that I was part of the big brother top 5, I won HOH cus it was a meatball eating comp and the person that found a gold coin in a meatball won HOH. I was ready to nominate Caleb and Cody, and possibly Frankie, then I woke up -_- I am pretty sure I also kissed Victoria
360 likes- One of my biggest fears is sand getting inside my pants or sticking on me
370 likes- I hate being touched. If I am poked I sometimes have a weird reflex thing happen and have punched people accidently before.
380 likes- Me and my friend drew were wrestling once and he picked me up then threw me down, and my ass felt like it was broken for almost a year.
390 likes- I have a small scar under my eye from one night that me and my friend drew decided to have a "comb fight". He cut me with a comb.
400 likes- I love peanuts but when I eat them I eat the shells.
On my iPad app where I traced her.