Why am I like this (seeking advice)
Apr 8, 2022
- Someone tell me to chill tf out please?? Anyone who knows me knows I’m passionate about cannabis, and have been working in retail convenience stores/gas stations the last 5/6 years, the last 3 I really have only stayed because I’ve had my ideal schedule (day shift/weekdays)
On Monday I randomly was inspired to go on an indeed application spree and scored an interview for the next day at a new medical dispensary opening literally 2 minutes away from my house, pay is 2.50 more than I’m making and I’d be eligible for benefits after the first month (which I’ve wanted for a while)
Did the interview Wednesday morning and got called with an offer 30 minutes after I left the interview and verbally accepted. But now I’m overwhelmed and probably over thinking about all of it. It’s a job I’ve always wanted, but I’m unsure about how I feel about not having a solid schedule each week (hours would vary days/nights, weekdays/weekends) and am unsure if I’d screw things up requesting a more solid schedule? Or am I just a spoiled bitch and should I get over working some weekends?
Also it may just be the loyal and friendly person that I am but I’m overwhelmed with the thought of leaving my current boss? She’s like a work mom to me but she doesn’t take the news of employees leaving very well.
In conclusion I’m a mess?? I should be excited instead of stressing so hard right?? Just had to write this out somewhere LMAO
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