Chili (Lalisa) Confessional EP:6
Okay long time, no see. Basically the last few rounds have been amazing. The two people that were instigating drama with me aka Jake and Nathan are gone LOL,,,,GOOD RIDDANCE I SAY. They are both next level attention seekers with problems so I am glad to see two of the most emotional, psychotic players leave and leave before me at that. Unfortunately for me, I didn’t look hard enough for the idol on my original tribe so going into the swap, I only have me, myself and I. And my extra vote I guess lol. i feel like it's likely Ryan (born2pizza) has that tribe idol, he's very quiet and crafty and I'm sure he wouldn't feel so comfortable if he didn't have some form of protection. But it is also possible Scott has it, I mean he is super shady so I wouldn't be able to say which with certainty. For all I know, CHANDLER HAS THE IDOL!!! My bet for right now is Ryan having it.
Immediately on swapping, I was approached by Niko and Ellie into making an alliance on the NuSoung. I didn’t want them to know how close I was with Chandler so I painted this elaborate story of how I was on the bottom, so they could trust me and think they have me solely to themselves. Do they believe it? I’m not sure but until we go to tribal, I won't know. As long as my connection with Chandler seems less threatening to my new alliance, I have hope I can use him later on.
Luckily for me, I’m a beast in challenges and I’ve managed to carry my tribe by completely dominating in the challenges. Natalie Anderson who??? Like honestly, 90% of the other tribe probably have wooden teeth, so I get why they are struggling in challenges. HOWEVER, doing so well in the challenges and NOTICEABLY WELL at that means that I will be target number 1 in no time so although it would make sense to try to dull my shine now to lower my threat level, I know that losing may not be an option that I want to go out of my way to risk. Even if I’m a competition threat, I won’t WIN EVERY CHALLENGE, so may aswell keep me as a shield for the time being and let my “target” flourish!
I feel like Ellie is like super competitive to the point, she will probably be the first to try to gun for me out of everyone. I will try to keep her at an arm’s length and see if she comes for me first. Her, Niko and Ryan (Iceey) will be a strong presence come merge time, so it wouldn’t be a bad idea to swing for them soon. My only issue is the total non-presence the rest of my tribe-mates have and their lack of ability to try to hold a conversation with me. Even if I wanted to do anything in this game, it won’t happen and I won’t gain traction. I think my best bet is to just lay low, help my tribe win challenges and make merge. From there on, I will see what I can do. I have to tread through the next 3-5 rounds carefully if I want to make it to the end.