CONFESSIONAL
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Chandler H. [Rotorua Tribe]
When i look at this game in retrospect i see that i've been to the bottom from the top and this is amazing because in the middle of the lows that i was passing during the pre merge, i had moments that i thought that i would fail again and never get to the merge but time was passing and i found my way to f5.
The 3 past votes was my ideias and i feel like i have a strong case to perform at FTC and in my situation right now its pretty possible that i'll be there since Liam and Hufus will never want to vote me out and Adam is kinda a misterious now cuz he's mad that i voted Nopa out at the last TC but what could i do when he told me at my face that if had a plan to bring Nopa to f3? I DIDNT WANT NOPA AT F3 SO I CHANGED THINGS UP.
Now that we are at f5 i want Hufus out cuz even if a like the dude so much, he will beat me at the FTC so he needs to go and if he lose immunity and Adam dont do some crazy shit thats will happen.
I've been thinking about jury mood and i totally forgot that i may have pissed Kolby, Nopa and i'll piss Hufus so i'm really scared now that i may lose cuz i blindsided they. Adam didnt voted for any of them so he has his hands clean and my hands are very dirty of blood.
Be at f5 its a great personal thing to me cuz i never saw this coming and i'm so close to FTC that im became very nervous about everythin.
I dont that i'm a failure anymore and i'm proud of the game of the game that i played so whatever happens to now and beyond i'll be happy. BUT I STILL WANT TO WIN.
This game is mine, Bitches!