CONFESSIONAL
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Hufus D. [Rotorua Tribe]
Okay, so it's been really messy for this tribal after Chris quit.
I can't believe he did though, I mean I considered one of my closest allies and I REALLY enjoyed talking with him and I thought I could really trust him. I mean, he told me he was doing Tashi and we always kept real with each other, so that's definitely a loss for me as well...
But now I CANT BELIEVE this is actually happening. The favorites had a 8-4 advantage and now we're 5-4, about to go 4-4, cause both Slothy and Aaron want to do Nopa. I mean, I know he isn't trustworthy or anything at all, cause he's been throwing my name out there while telling me he isn't saying any names and he's also unstable. But on the other hand I don't think he's coming for me, I believe he's being honest about voting for Logan in this tribal and I also think he doesn't have any advantages. There r at least 2 idols in play, possible 3, + an extra vote and none of them came into play yet. We're going to f8 and then I can see myself being Cirie'd, cause I'm SUCKING at finding those in this season. I mean, what the hell? I'm used to finding them in the games I play. But despite the clues I had, I legit found nothing... I'm so fucking frustrated. To top it all off, the numbers are dwindling down and unfortunately I don't think I'll either win or break Julian's record. LOL I mean, I need to take a leap of faith, but what can say? I'm skeptical.
Also, lemme quickly go by what I'm thinking
Failures idol: Adam/Ryan (i tried to run a scenario of where he was blindsided at this tribal, but I can't get the 4th vote as Nop/Liam seem close to him and everyone else either is too or just doesnt think he's a threat)
Favorites idol; Liam
N&R idol or whatever: Nick (RIP)
Extra vote: ?????? Chandler ????????? who knows could be anyone
Merge idol: Prob Kolby.. if not, Liam
Nothing: Hufus
Yikes. I'm so fucking annoyed, cause next tribal it'll be 4-4 or maybe 5-4 with the extra vote or something along these lines... And if it comes to it, God, have mercy and at least let me have immunity! I may have to do Nopalito now cause there's nothing else I can do and I have to prove to Aaron and Slothy that I'm not following him or whatever. The best option for me would be Logan going home, but this doesn't seem like the case now, so... Yay. High hopes.