Brandon
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How does my hair look? Are the cameras on? Are we rolling?
I am so excited to play in this series for the first time! I've heard so many great things, and I can already tell that with such a stacked cast it's going to be a TRIP. These people are here to play, which, while a little intimidating, is exactly the kind of challenge I've been looking for. And I'm not going to lie.. I was really happy coming in and seeing so many familiar, friendly faces. I am very close friends with both Ryan and Tyler Mc., and the three of us go several years back. I've also played a ton with Ethan, Deshon and Cody, so I'm hoping that those relationships will be things I can lean on moving forward. The only problem that I'm facing is balancing these friendships with my preferred style of play. I love being that cold-blood, cutthroat bitch that we all love to hate, but I really am struggling with whether or not that's even an option for me. How am I supposed to be loyal to my friends and give y'all good tv?
The person who is going to win this season will have played an incredible social game. With the potential of a swap happening every two rounds, you have to be on your toes and seriously play this game like it's meant to be played: a messy, stressful marathon. I've been talking to everyone on my tribe, slowly but surely using my social skills to get on their good side and make them feel comfortable with me. My strategy for now is to sit down, shut up and listen up, and I really do not need to be driving any major decisions early on. In fact, it's probably best if I try to be as unnoticeable as possible for a while. But if I'm being honest.. Mike from my tribe has been making that pretty difficult. I can't tell if there's... flirting going on? I don't know. I really like him, we have a lot in common, and he seems a sweetheart I can trust to have my back. But will there be jungle love this season? What.... no way, that's crazy... God y'all, I can't be a pushover loyal friend AND be in a showmance, it's totally against my archtype. Any more of this and I run the risk of winning... oh my god I can't even say it... Hero of the Season 🤢🤮I feel like a wolf in a sheep costume with a broken zipper that I can't get off. Heroes are so yawn.
If this were any other game where I didn't have pre-existing relationships, the vote would be all about one thing: me! Usually, as long as it's not me getting the boot, I'm pretty much willing to vote anyone off. But now there is an entirely new element that I've never really had to deal with before in that there are people I'm not willing to vote off just yet. I think the best strategic decision that I can do to keep myself, Ryan and Tmac safe is to not piss anyone off on this tribe and stick to the easy vote. I would be naive to think that people won't find out about how close we are, and so it's important I keep the people that are in the game incentivized to work with me. I already feel like I'm on a tightrope carrying a bunch of weights, and we haven't even voted yet. I'm balancing my pre-existing relationships with the new ones I am forming AND with the style of play that I know best and am most comfortable with, and I don't like the feeling. I just have to hope that things go smoothly tonight and I'm able to have a good start in this game, that's all I need.