Ryan:
So I bought a dab pen on Wednesday because I needed a companion when I move to Florida later this month, and I'm stoned as fuck right now ALONE on Friday night thinking about Internet Survivor, but Brad is pitching me on a flip and it's kind of scrambling my head.
Basically, we had a LONG and honestly refreshing Skype convo that actually sort of re-invested me in the game, and made me wish I'd talked to Brad/Tina/Nathan more up to this point, because at least Brad seems level headed. I enjoyed talking to him, basically, even though his three clearly have an interested in flipping me to stay in the game.
So, here's what I'm thinking. There is a TINY chance I win this season -- basically any of Nathan/Tina/Timberlie win a F3 if any of them make it, and then Tyler, and then maybe Ray, and then maybe Rick -- all BEFORE me. Daniel hates me. Brady hates me. I don't think Sagar or Absol vote for me in finals. If I flip on Tyler, Ray, and Rick, they probably won't vote me in finals. But if I sheep Tyler to the end, he wins as well.
So, what am I actually playing this game for? Since the beginning, I've really been playing to avenge the people I'm with. I wanted to outlast Jimmy, Daniel, Brady, and Nathan, and I've almost done that. But now Tyler has gone behind my back on the Sagar vote and the Johnny vote -- and with that last vote, he took out my #1 ally, who played an idol on me twice.
So, do I continue to avenge my allies and vote out Tyler? We've promised each other we won't vote one another, but at this point I honestly think he might've made that promise with everyone. I'm hearing through the grapevine that he is a 100% lock for finals, and has connections everywhere.
Brad said this:
brad, 10:22 PM
are u just gonna let him sit there till the end
fr
10:22 PM
right but i dont think I have power on your side either
like I think people might be bitter towards tyler on jury honestly
brad, 10:23 PM
it takes 4 votes to do something
im not even saying the move is vote tyler tbh id vote rick
At this point, I don't know if trying to swing Brad/Tina/Nathan into voting Tyler is going to make me shoot myself in the foot and get me voted out, or be a last ditch effort to maybe have a modicum of influence on this season.
I could also take out Rick, like Brady suggested -- he voted for me last tribal, I have never trusted him -- but where does that leave us at the final 6?