Ryan:
I am feeling downright GIDDY after that vote. I did say I was lighting candles and manifesting that Daniel gets rocked out, and it HAPPENED, and I didn't even have to worry because Johnny played an idol on me.
That was a super simple merge vote in some ways -- nobody from the other side reached out to me except for Sagar, who just asked me how my day was going, etc., and when I asked him later if they were coming for me he did not respond. Then I heard that maybe votes were coming for me, and I did nothing to scramble, hoping that everyone on my side would go to rocks. I was worried Rick would maybe flip if I was the vote, but we didn't have to worry -- they voted Absol again, we luckily changed our votes from Brad to Tina, and we went to rocks as planned while also flushing 3 idols out of the game.
I truly did want to work with Sagar during the merge because I adore him, but at this point it doesn't look like that's going to happen -- the lines were drawn, and he did nothing to talk game with me. I'm hoping he doesn't do what he did on the James vote, ie. realize he's in the minority, come back to me about wanting to be included, and hoping I show him the same transparency I did pre-merge. Last time, I literally told him the exact group he was excluded from, who the target was, and told him I would absolutely not write his name down. I won't do the same this time and risk the trust I've built with Johnny and Tyler.
At this point, the minority alliance should be pretty defenseless. No idols, no idol clues. I don't think anyone will flip the FIRST round after winning a rock draw, and if people do flip I again don't think it will be to take out lil ol' me.
Am I playing a winning game? Probably not. I think people will probably view me as a sheep to Johnny, which is fine. I actually love that after Santorini I promised myself I would play with the people I genuinely like and show them absolute loyalty -- and I'm doing that, whether it gets me the win or not. So far, with THREE of the FIVE people who got Kelly rocked out now out of the game, I think it's working out pretty well for me.
I also love that I went from being DEAD SET against Johnny in Santorini to having him play an idol on me in this season, and also working with Rick to some extent (although we still have a lot of work to do in order to trust each other fully). RIP Eric, but the rest of us are pretty much set to go deep in this game, and I think Rick and I are playing with similar strategies -- lay low, let bigger targets take the fall before us, etc.
If I DO win this season, it will be because I coasted relatively safely to finals, letting other people do the heavy lifting, and because the jury absolutely HATES whoever I'm sitting next to. There's still a ton of game left to play, but I'm totally fine with that strategy. I have no shame coattail riding this time around. And based on past Tengaged All-Star seasons, I know the juries do have a tendency to vote "bitter" if you believe in such a thing, and usually the person who ends up winning did not play some flashy, dominant game.
Either way, I'm hoping my loyalty and transparency to the people I like brings me to finals, or at least to 4th so I can match my original placement.