Hey Omar, there are a few things I want to clarify which are these next two paragraphs, but if you just want to get to the point, I have your questions you listed at the end numbered.
First off I do want to clarify I did make a typo and meant to use leper instead of lepur, I was just using the term to call you the outcast of the tribe at the time. Honestly, everyone was just shitting on you and your gameplay and when I mentioned that I say opportunity for us to work together, it wasn't because we were close it was because I believed that I'd might be your only option in the game.
As Harry mentioned though, my social game sucks. I have never been good at talking to people on a personal level and making those connections and that's just one of my flaws as a person. I thought I was making decent inroads with you but apparently I wasn't, and that's my fault for not doing more. I was so focused on building my relationships with the people that were in my core that I did neglect the people outside of it.
And for your questions:
1. If you don't want bullshit, I won't give you any. You were a fucking mess this game. You had your opinions on the game and you ran with them, however, correct reads doesn't make a good player alone. You got into unnecessary drama with people, especially Harry, which limited your options to move in the game. You lacked tact which is why you were the only person on the merge tribe to not find themselves truly part of either side when the lines were drawn. You're not hopeless as a player and loudmouths can win this game, but you just fought with all the wrong people this season and sunk your own ship.
2. I already addressed the social thing above so I'll just focus on one thing you said, the fact that I got carried. I did not fucking get carried here and I will die on my grave believing that. I was the one who carried Ikah and Hufus through the game. Without me they both would have been eliminated much earlier by Brandon and Gavin if it hadn't been for my relationships with them to either leak info or get them to flip. I won the final immunity so Marto had to literally ASK TO BE ELIMINATED so they could reach the end. Say what you want about my social game because you're right, it's shit, but don't say I was carried because the one thing I can say is that I made it here on my own merit unlike the other two.