Can you go through each of the jurors and rank them on how much you valued them in the game, and why you placed them there? Please show the rest of the jury how intricately you thought about the game and all of our roles in that in the way I know you have!
Alright, I do want to clarify that just because this is how much I valued everyone in
the game, this definitely isn't my ideal bootlist.
1. Brandon, obviously this isn't to butter you up or anything but, despite us being on opposite sides in the late mid game, you we're my closest ally. Your selective leaking of information enabled me the play the game I did by shifting things in my favor whenever necessary. Despite being huge threats in the game, we kept each other safe for the most part other than the final 7 which I understand you were desperate. I do want to come clean and say I didn't intend on taking you to the end though. I don't think I would have beaten you and I think the jury would have severely criticized whoever brought the other to the end so it just wasn't going to happen.
2. Marto, one thing nobody can deny is that Marto is loyal. Loyal to a fault in fact. While I might not have been his number 1, I knew I was his number 3 and that was something I just ran with. He wasn't going to vote me until the very end and that was very valuable to me. In a crazy game like this, having that bit of stability is worth going to rocks over.
3. Gavin, he embraces the chaos in game so he's kind of the exact opposite of Marto in a way. But Gavin always plays hard to win and I knew I could use that to my advantage. I always kept myself open to Gavin and presented myself as potential tool to him which was enough for him to keep me around. While obviously not the most reliable vote ever, I utilized that chaos he generated when needed to benefit my own game.
4. Omar, this pick probably will shock people but I saw opportunity with Omar. He was pretty much the tribe lepur and absolutely nobody wanted to even be associated with him. I honestly wanted to utilize this to secure a vote for myself in the game but when my alliance wanted to target him, I felt like my connection wasn't strong enough to make the waves to save him so my plan never came to be.
5. Brady, I'll admit that everyone who voted me at that first merge tribal had made them lose almost all their value in the game to me, I dropped communication with pretty much all of them which people likely have mixed views on. That being said, I value Brady the highest out of this group because he didn't actively break his word to me. We still talked occassionally and if needed, I do think something could be salvaged between us though, for better or for worse, the game never went down that path.
6. Jordan, trust was broken quite early on for us after the Ben vote and it never recovered. I feel a bit bad since Jordan always tried to make an effort to talk to me but I absolutely hate being fake to people and it felt like I needed to be fake every time I talked to Jordan since it was so evident that we weren't on the same page for majority of the game. This lack of trust between us is likely what caused the snafu at the final 6. That being said, we stayed in contact which is more than can be said for the next few people.
7. Billy, I was actually hoping to make it far in the game with Billy. He was the only person I told about my partial idol in the premerge and despite voting against him on Nkuma, I wanted to play the game with him. However, whatever we had going kind of crashed and burned when the merge hit and I don't believe we talked a single time after the merge vote. He was on one side, I was on the other, and we both seemed to accept that for what it was. Trust was broken and it never recovered.
8. Harry, very similar situation to Billy, but I rank him lower because his betrayal hurt more. Harry led the charge against me at the merge vote when he was one of the people I was closer to at that point in the game. He was the one who drew the lines in the sand after the merge vote, I didn't need nor did I want to work with Harry anymore. It's one thing to go against someone in a vote, but since he explicitly targeted me at the merge it was clear he had no intention of working with me in the game either. I don't know why this whole situation still stings as much as it does but it just hurts.
9. Bekir, so I'll be straight up. I hadn't talked to Bekir a single time this entire game. There was no relationship between us and we weren't on the same side. Should have I talked to her a bit? Probably. But most of you know my philosophy of not just talking to people for the sake of buttering them up and making them feel better. Bekir and I were never going to be working together in this game, and I think we both just inherently understood that.
10. Natalie, oh boy. I think I've mentioned to some people but Natalie and I had such a petty rivalry going on for most of the premerge after the Ben vote. Trust was broken but Natalie still wanted me to trust her so we kept talking with a shakey connection. Then I flipped to take out Julian, Natalie didn't trust me at all at this point, I didn't trust Natalie at all, we continued to talk and continued to confirm that we were both good with each other when we both obviously knew we weren't. While there's no malice between us, it was evident that we were both itching to pull the trigger on each other which is what defined that first merge vote. In a weird way I kind of look back on this whole saga fondly for the comedic elements of it though.